raura one shots

Wherever you are

Hiya! This is based on Where ever you are the song by 5sauce. (5 seconds of summer.) It's a good song but so so sad. Sigh. So I'm gonna do a one-shot on it! Okay? Okay. Oh my gods TFIOS (The fault in our stars) reference! Who's with me? Anyway, let's get started. Oh and warning: It's long and it'll hit you where you're vulnerable. Your feels. Also this is dedicated to PK1234567890

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For a while we pretended. That we never had to end it. But we knew we'd have to say goodbye.

"Laur?" "Yeah Ross?" I cuddled closer to my girlfriend. "I'm gonna miss you." She smiled up at me. "We've still got a week together." I sighed and looked down. "I know.... I just... I can't believe you're leaving me. I mean why can't you just... I don't know live in my basement?! Mom will feed you" I whined. She laughed and kissed my cheek. "That's sweet Ross, but you know I don't have a choice." I sighed again and looked down. "I know..."

You were crying at the airport. Then they finally closed the plane door. I could barely hold it.... all inside.

I held tightly onto Laura as she cried. "Ross, I don't wanna go" she sobbed. "I k-know Laura, I know." I tried as best I could to hold back my tears. "Hun? Hun, we gotta go" her mom sighed and rubbed my back. She sniffled and pulled away. She kissed me and then pulled away. "Goodby-" "See you later. Not goodbye." I kissed her cheek and she let go of me, getting on the plane with her family. She watched me and we waved until the plane door closed. And then, it took off. I dropped to my knees and began to sob. "I'll s-see you l-later Laura."

Torn. In two. And I know I shouldn't tell you, but I just can't stop thinking of, youuuuuuuu. Wherever you are. Youuuuuuu. Wherever you are.

"I can't get her out of my head, Riker. Every time I go somewhere.... I can only think of her.... She was my world." "I know Ross. But you're only 19! (Sorry but, happy late birthday Ross!) You still have you're entire life ahead of you" he nodded. I sighed. "I guess you're right..."

And every night I almost call you. Just to say it always will be youuuuuuuu. Wherever you are.

I reached for the phone, but hesitated. I sighed. "Why can't I just call her?!" I plopped back on my bed and suddenly heard a knock on my door. "Ross?" I sighed, "Come in Del." Rydel walked in and smiled, leaning against the door frame. "You're a love sick boy, ya know?" I smiled slightly. "Thanks for the compliment." But to me, at the moment it wasn't one. It was a burden. "Now get some sleep." And with that she walked out, flicking my light off. I groaned and glanced at my phone. On it, was her phone number on a sticky note. It had hearts and said :

                    Ross'  Boo! Call me baby <3
                                       XXXX

I sighed and closed my eyes, turning over and going to bed.

I can fly a thousand oceans. But there's nothing that compares to. What we had and so I walk alone.

I walked around the park, glancing at all the couples. There were 3 stages of couples. The new stage, where he packed a picnic for her and they go to the park to watch the stars. I remember me and Laura doing that for our first date.

Then the second stage where you just sit at the park together or walk around, smiling at each other with lovey dovey eyes. I stared at the boy and girl who were chatting and he suddenly pecked her cheek, making her blush deep crimson. Like me and Laura....

And then the 3rd stage. Proposal... There was a man on one knee and he was holding out a ring to a woman. She nodded through her tears and smiled, shouting, "Yes!" for the whole world to hear. He picked her up and they spun as everyone in the park clapped and smiled but me. Because I know me and Laura will never get to that stage...

I wish I didn't have to be gone. Maybe you've already moved on. But the truth is I don't want to know.

"Rocky, she probably has a new boyfriend!" "Which is all the more reason to move on, too Ross" he nodded. "But... I don't want to." I glanced at the telephone on the side of my bed. "Maybe I should call her!" "Ross no....-" "Rocky she knows my number, it's not like she'll ignore me or anything!" He sighed and I rang her up.

Hey-

"Hi Laura it's me-" You've reached my voicemail. "She's not answering-" "Shut up Derrick" she giggled. I froze as I heard the beep and dropped my phone. I looked up at the doorway. Rocky had brought in every but mom and dad. "Ross we're so sorry-" "It's fine Ry." Then they all walked over and hugged me. But I fought my tears...

Torn. In two. And I know I shouldn't tell you, but I just can't stop thinking of youuuuuuuu. Wherever you are. Youuuuuuu. Wherever you are. And every night I almost call you. Just to say it always will be youuuuuuuu. Wherever you are. You can say we'll be together! Someday! Nothing last forever... nothing stays the same. So why can't I stop feeling.... this way?

"I mean, I know we're only teenagers but, I felt like we were gonna be together forever. Didn't you?" Silence on the other end of the telephone. I sighed. "I'll see you later Laura." I hung up the phone and heard a beep, indicating that the voicemail was saved on her end. I sighed again and put my head in my hands. I plopped back on my bed and put my hands above my head, staring at the ceiling. Tears burned my eyes and for the first time, I didn't fight my tears. I let them fall. And I cried silently. I stood and walked to my own bathroom, locking the door. I sat there and cried silently. For the rest of the night. While cutting myself.

Torn. In two. And I know I shouldn't tell you but, I just can't stop thinking of youuuuuuuu. Wherever you are. Youuuuuuuu. Wherever you are. And every night I almost call you. Just to say it always will be youuuuuuuu.........

Cut. Cut. Cut. Cut. Cut. Cut.

I kept going until I couldn't do it anymore. I stared at the picture of Laura I had as I sobbed. "I love you s-so much" I cried. I stuck the sticky note to her picture. It was faded and wet with tears. With that, my suicide note and razor.

Goodbye Laura. Riker. Rydel. Rocky. Ratliff. Ryland. Mom. Dad. Calum. Raini. I love you all.... You're my everything. I'm sorry that my story must end this way. And Laura..... Wherever you are.... I love you.

I sobbed harder as everything began to spin. I was fading. Dying. About to be gone. But I wasn't crying because I was scared. Or sad. I was happy to finally be set free. "I'll see you later Laura....."

Wherever you are....

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Ugh! That made me sad, *pouts!* And now I'm crying. What about you guys? I think this one is my fav cause this is one of my fav songs now. If you haven't heard it, go listen to it on youtube, it's really good! Oh and my bud Nae_Nae_11 wrote a story called: 1 wish. It's auslly. And it you guys think what I write is sad, you'll be dead reading hers. Literally, it doesn't seem so sad, but then the realization that this is Austin and Ally we're talking about hits you, you basically die inside. Oh and speaking of Nae_Nae_11, this is dedicated to you! Luv you!