My Green Eyed Drummer

Chapter 115

*Still third person*

Clarke and Lexa are in the kitchen together laughing at a joke. Clarke is sitting on the island counter drinking her coffee, with Lexa in between her legs smiling up at her.

"I like this shirt on you." Clarke says while she picks at the helm of Lexa's tank top that has the wide arm hole things. (A/n: I have no clue what they are called but you know the tank tops that look like they were cut down the side so you can see the person wearing it's stomach?)

"Thank you." Lexa says while looking down at the shirt, "I think I took it from Luna." Clarke laughs at her girlfriend. Luna walks in and points at Lexa.

"That is mine." Lexa looks down at the  shirt she is wearing and shakes her head.

"I don't see your name." I laugh at the twins who are glaring at each other. Lexa kisses my cheek and then starts walking away, "I' going on a run around the island with Luna." She says while she slowly backs away.

"Okay, be safe. Luna!" I call out and Luna looks up at me, "Don't push my girlfriend into a truck." I point my finger at her and she raises her hands in defeat.

"I'll try not to." She says while she pushes Lexa out the door. I see them start running off with smiles on their faces. I smile at them and make Raven a cup of coffee then go to her room. When I walk in I see her laying in bed with the covers thrown over her and she is scrolling through tik tok.

"Morning beautiful!" I say to Raven and she throws her arms up.

"Coffee!" She cheers and I roll my eyes while stepping over a shirt that was thrown on the floor. I glare at her and she tries again, "Yay! Clarke! My love!" I smile and climb into bed with her. She sits up and takes the coffee from me.

"Fun night?" I point at some of the clothes on the floor but from the looks of Raven nothing too intense happened.

"At first. But we stopped and started talking about the other people on this island and then when we fell asleep I feel like she was an inch farther from me than normal. That might have just been my heart closing up." Raven lets out her emotions, "Not closing up like I don't love her... I love her more than anything. I just feel like I am putting up unnessacary walls up."

"I get that." I say while I wrap my arm around Raven. She leans on my shoulder.

"I just want Luna to fight for me like Lexa was ready to take down Cillian for you. I want Luna ready to get in a fight and I want to be able to stand in between her and Wick and say how much I love her and how she doesn't need to fight for me because I am all hers." Raven sighs, "What about you? Did you have a fun night?"

"We showered together after having a talk and then Lexa broke down in my arms." I explain while picking at my cup.

"She broke down?" I nod.

"She put on Taylor Swifts album and the first lyrics that popped up were I can see you standing honey with his arms wrapped around your body, and it broke her. She is so strong all the time and seeing her break down reminds me how strong she is. I hurt her and it hurts me knowing I made her cry." I explain and Raven nods against my shoulder.

"We need to be there for our girls. They might see tough but they are realling hurting as much as we are right now." I say and Raven nods. There is a comfortable silence while Raven and I sip on our coffees.

"So shower, huh?" Raven smiles and I grin.

***

Lexa sprints to the water and turns to Luna who was right next to her. They were neck to neck the whole race. Lexa sits down and looks out at the ocean while stretching out her calf muscles. Luna sits down next to her.