Rebellious Raven

19.

I sat in my white hospital bed. It wasn't very comfortable. The blanket was thin and the wires connected to me were irritating. I wanted to rip them off.

My legs were covered in my black sweat pants as I sat with my legs crossed. My family brought me some clothes so I don't have to have my ass hanging out of a hospital gown.

My hospital room was bland and held only the necessities. The blinds of my window were closed and I wasn't allowed to stand up so I couldn't look outside if I wanted.

I couldn't wait to get out of the hospital. It was so boring. The tv that was attached to the wall only replayed the same shows over and over again. I played on my phone a bit but I still wanted to be able to do what I wanted.

They have me on this new diet where I have to eat more. They are trying to get my weight up and give me nutrients. It's hard because i'm full all the time. I'm not used to eating that much.

My ribs have been healing apparently. They stitched up some of my cuts and my bruises are actually starting to go away.

The scars will always be there. They serve as a memory and reminder of what happened to me.

I don't want to cry anymore, i'm over that shit. I want to move on from this but I don't think the nightmares and flashbacks will ever stop. It will be hard but I can't focus on my past anymore. It will be hard on the trust part though.

My brothers and father have been with me through every second of every day that i've been in here. They have missed school just to stay with me. I told them that I was fine and to go to school but they had none of that.

I am thankful for them, they also make it a bit less boring. I wish I didn't have to tell them everything though, but I didn't have much of a choice. I never wanted them to have to think of what I think of.

Don't get it mixed up now, i'm still not all buddy buddy with them. Will is still a piece of shit and Eli has a stick up his ass. The others are just the others.

We get along fine. They still think they can enforce rules. Once I get out of here I will still be the same raven.

Ryan and I have gotten closer. I guess with us being twins we are very similar.

Ryan laid next to me in my hospital bed. My head was on his chest and my arm was around his waist. He was more comfortable then the hospital bed. He held me close with his arms around me.

I fell asleep in his arms as he kissed my head.

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I woke up to the feeling of Ryan's chest vibrating as he spoke to someone.

I kept my eyes closed as I put a hand in his chest. "Shh your vibrating" I said interrupting whoever he was talking to.

He laughed making his chest rumble more. "Raven, you have a visitor" My head popped up off of his chest.

"A who?" I asked rubbing my eyes.

I then opened them to see Jax standing in the door way with and amused expression. He had a bouquet of red roses and a teddy bear in hand.

"Hi" I said quietly.

"Hi" He said back, "I wanted to see how you were doing. I brought you some flowers and a teddy bear." He said shyly. The sight was heart warming. He was wearing a leather jacket and looked like a total bad boy but here he was, being shy.

"Thank you. It means a lot. I should be getting out of here today. This place is driving me mad" I sighed

"Your the one driving the staff wild" Ryan scoffed.

My mouth dropped open as I smacked his chest.

"Hey, I have not" I said sternly.

Ryan then turned to Jax. "Man you will not believe how much she did while she was here. She jumped out and scared a nurse so bad that she dropped the lunch tray she held, all over her. She then ran down the hall away from the doctors after pulling out her monitors. They didn't catch her for over 10 minutes. She went to visit some other patients and enlightened them with her wisdom of giraffes. Let's just say they weren't very happy."

Ryan and Jax laughed while I pouted.

"Come on princess don't pout. That's pretty funny though." Jax said while handing me the bear.

I saw Ryan glare at him for the name but he didn't care.

I held the bear in my hands. I have known Jax for like three days and he's already so sweet. He calls me princess and came to check on me. He isn't like this with other people. Be doesn't talk to anyone else and when he does he scares them. He doesn't show his sweet side. It seems he's only nice to his one friend and I.

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Fathers POV
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I was steaming. My baby went through so much because of her piece of shit mother. If only I can bring her back from the dead and make her get what she deserves.

I want to find out every man that her mother paid. I was going to get revenge. I felt terrible. I wish I could have found her sooner.

Raven didn't deserve any of that. She didn't even tell us when she was in pain. She had broken ribs for god sake. She didn't tell us even when something was seriously wrong. She was used to being alone.

She will never be hurt again and that is something i'm willing to die for.

She's my baby.

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