Rebellious Raven

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It's been a few months.

I'm currently 8 months pregnant and extremely hormonal.

I sent Jax out to get me chick fil a and bacon. Weird ass cravings lemme tell ya.

I have to say Jax has been a trooper, along with the rest of my family. I know it was not easy dealing with me all these months.

For example, flashback to a month or two

Jax and I decided to go to lunch. We went to the dinner he showed me before we started dating.

We sat across from each other in the large booth. We had already ordered and received our food. I moaned as I ate. Being pregnant has really turned me into a whale. My stomach is huge.

A waitress we have never seen before comes over to check how our food is and if we need anything.

She didn't leave once we told her we were fine. She actually had the audacity to try and flirt with Jax right in front of me.

She leaned over the table, giving him full view of her chest. She tried to smirk seductively but just ended up looking constipated.

"Excuse me but whatever you are trying to do is making you look constipated. You can leave now." I glared.

"Says the woman who is as big as a house" The girl muttered.

"Mc-scuse me" Gosh I was craving Mcdonald's. Raven focus!

It was fine for me to tell myself that I was getting big. It was natural since i'm close to the end. But as soon as this bitch says it, that's where she fucked up.

"You heard me." She scoffs

I got out of my seat and took out a blade from my purse. I stood next to her, putting some pressure on her abdomen with the knife.

"Fucking try me bitch. This "house"can easily fucking kill you" I spat.

"Okkkk I think it's time we go" Jax threw some money on the table before dragging me outside.

"Watch your back" I yelled as we walked out.

"Baby I think you should calm down." Jax said softly.

"Calm down? She just called me a house. Do you know how big a house is? Jax at I that big?" so asked tearing up.

"No baby not even close" He kissed my forehead.

"Why are you lying" I began to cry.

End flashback.

Yeah it has definitely not been all sunshine and rainbows.

Jax got back with my food and I was currently eating it while sitting on the kitchen counter. I swung my legs back and forth as I happily ate.

Since it was so close to the due date, Jax and I were going shopping when I was done eating.

Will and my father decided to tag along.

We knew it was a girl but we didn't know what name we would chose yet. I had a feeling I wouldn't know until I held her in my arms for the first time.

We walked into the mall and headed straight to a baby store. We got everything from diapers, pacifiers, clothes, and everything else.

Will and my dad were actually pretty helpful in what to get. I mean my dad is understandable since ya know, six kids and all. But Will on the other hand, i'm just going to pretend I didn't find the pregnancy book in his room.

It was sweet really, I couldn't be luckier to be going through this with them by my side.

Most of the stuff we bought was either pink, white, or blue. We didn't care about the color as much.

My feet were swollen under the weight of my very pregnant body.

I decided it was time to go home. Dad, Will, and Jax carried all the bags while I shuffled to the car.

We bought three crib and changing table already but we just had to build it. That's what we were going home to do. Of course I would only watch though.

The guys unloaded the bags into the house. We put them in my room for now since we would be working  in the nursery. Jax has been staying with me almost every night, it's just as much his room as mine.

Jax brought a comfortable chair into the nursery for me to sit. I watched as he cut the box open. He pulled out different pieces of wood, instructions, and a bag of screws.

"Well this may take a while" He sighs. "Guys done someone want to help?" He called to my brothers. He has gotten quite close with my family. He was officially one of the boys.

Jason came in and sat down next to him. "I will help"

"Thanks man" Jax said throwing the box into the hallway.

I watched them work together. It warmed my heart seeing my brothers get along with him.

I felt my eyes shutting slowly before everything went dark.

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I tried to move, but something was stopping me.

I opened my eyes to see I wasn't in the nursery anymore. I was in my bedroom. I was laying in bed with Jax's arms around me.

I moved Jax's arm before sitting up in a better position. Having a huge belly makes it hard to get comfortable.

Jax began stirring awake. He immediately tried to find where I was. When he saw I only sat up, he smiled up at me.

I was rubbing my belly as I leaned on the headboard.
The baby began to kick. 

"Jax feel this" I grabbed his hand, placing it gently on my belly.

"Oh my gosh. Hi baby girl" He whispers to my belly. "We are excited to meet you"

My heart warmed seeing him talk to our daughter.

"I'm really happy i'm here doing this with you."Jax held my hand

"You are?" I thought he wouldn't want to be a father so early in life.

"Yes. I couldn't imagine anything better. You guys are my girls" he looks at my belly and back to me.

"I'm glad i'm here with you too"

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