Too Fast for Love [ON HOLD]

Dreamland

I woke up and looked around. I was in a decent room and there was posters on the walls. Mostly of Mötley Crüe. There was also a bunch of posters of Mick Mars on the wall. A few of Kiri as well. There were a few Hanoi Rock posters, and a few posters with me on them. I must have went back into modeling.

I suddenly heard a baby crying. A shrill high pitch cry of a newborn. Coming from inside the room. I looked around and saw a fancy bassinet near the bed. I got up and instantly knee what to do. I've never cared for a newborn. I fed him from my own body, which I felt weird doing but it felt as if I had done it a million times before. I changed the diaper and put them in a new outfit. A little blue baby romper with teddy bear faces.

I carried the baby to into a living room. I set the baby into a carrying bassinet, i think they're called a moses basket, and sat on the couch. I relaxed into the couch and closed my eyes. Peace and quiet while Vince and them were out to the studio.

I sat up and looked into the basket. I smiled and started to talk to the baby, "daddy will be home soon. Along with Uncle Vinnie, Uncle Tommy, and uncle Nikki. You're stuck with little old me until then, sorry Jack."

I smiled and tickled the baby's sides. The baby giggled and flailed their arms and legs. I smiled and laughed as well. I went over the baby's features. They looked just like Mick but with my curls. Did I have a kid with Mick?

I shook my head to clear that thought. I picked up the baby and went into the kitchen, like I have lived here for years. I went into the refrigerator and grabbed a can of V8 juice. I set it on the table and got a pointy can opener off the refrigerator door.

I slowly sipped on as I went back to the living room. I walked in and saw Mick sitting on the couch. I smiled and spoke, "hey McMars. How are you? How wild was the boys at recording?"

I sat down beside him and he looked at me. I looked at him and he smiled down at the baby that was still in my arms. He smiled and kissed my temple. He took the baby from me and help him close. He seemed happy and complete, right here where he was at, the way we sat.

"The teenagers were the same as usual. McMars, huh? Haven't heard that once since the eighties. Since '92 you've always called me Husband or Robert."

Mentally I was shocked. I just laughed and smiled before gently lying my head on his shoulder.

"Yo! Lovebirds. You decent?"

Vince yelled as he entered the room. Jack was startled. He started crying and Mick and myself shot Vince a mean glare. Mick and I both swarmed the baby trying to calm him down.

After a few minutes of trying to calm down Jack, he was finally calm only letting out a few whimpers here and there. I looked at Vince for answers. He knows there's a newborn in the house.

"I'm sorry sis. I forgot. I got hyped up in the moment from coming home from the studio."

"Vincent, you know Jack is still startled by loud noises. He's only two months old. Wait til he's about six months old before you bust in the room yelling."

He nodded and hung his head for a second. We all started to laugh quietly. We chatted and talked for a while before Mick, myself and Jack went to our room to go to bed.

I put Jack down and went over to the bed. I climbed in and snuggled down into my pillows. I looked over at Mick and smiled.

"Goodnight, Mick. I love you."

"Goodnight, Marnie. I love you too."

I smiled and closed my eyes. I quickly fell asleep to the soft sounds of my son and Mick sleeping.

A/N: this chapter is just a filler. The fact it says she has no kids is part of the feeling of her wishing she didn't have Jamie and Isaiah. This chapter has very little impact on the over all book.