𝐨𝐜𝐞𝐚𝐧 𝐞𝐲𝐞𝐬 {𝐿.𝑆.}

𝟙𝟝 ~ 𝘰𝘱𝘱𝘰𝘴𝘪𝘵𝘦𝘴 𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘱𝘭𝘦𝘵𝘦 𝘦𝘢𝘤𝘩 𝘰𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳

I decided to just walk to the party. I didn't wanna stay sober, just because I had to drive back home. It wasn't that far anyway and it's good to get some exercise sometimes.

Apparently Willow and Louis were running late because, well Willow wasn't done yet so Louis was waiting for her. Like always. But I already know she's gonna look stunning once she's done.

She takes her time but always makes it worth it. I have mad respect for how women do make up. It looks so damn good and if you know how many time it takes to get it like that. Thats effort right there.

Its a shame guys dont see how much money, practice and time it takes to look so damn stunning. And than they have the audacity to say they like no-makeup better.

I love it when girls just answer with that they didn't do it to impress them anyway and just walk away like that. If you didn't notice yet. I'm quite the feminist. I grew up with Willow and that's one thing she learned me. Never disrespect someone because of gender, sexuality, colour or anything of that kind.

My respect for women is way above average and I try to treat them with as much respect as possible. But flirting and making out isn't always making that possible. If you get what I mean.

I always try to make sure that they are okay with whatever is going on. I don't want to force myself onto someone only making them feel uncomfortable and harassed.

I hate it when people feel like that. I'm still embarrassed about what happened with Will at the club that night. I don't think she fully forgave me yet and she probably won't for a little while. Which she has all the right to.

I was just drinking a little and scanning the place when finally my two weirdos came walking in.

"Ooh Will. You keep outdoing yourself. Looking good girl." I said making her blush a bit. We hugged and I turned to Louis.

"How long have you been waiting for her?"

"About an hour. Maybe more. But wouldn't you do the same for Will?" He said not caring about having to wait that long. Willow smiled at us and I nodded. I couldn't agree more with Lou.

Willow will always have a special place in my heart. Not relationship type but family type. I won't ever let anything happen to her on my watch. I would never forgive myself.

"How's the booze?" Louis asked me.

"It's okay. Not bad. Not special either. Good enough to get drunk with." I laughed, taking another sip.

"Hmm let me get some than. You want too Will?" He asked earning a nod in response from Willow.

Louis was wearing his tight black skinny jeans and a black tank top with open sides and damn he looks good. His hair is a bit messy but in a really good way. It just makes me want to push him against the wall and roughly make out with him but uhm- I can't really do that...

The entire night he has been unintentionally teasing me. At a certain point I stopped drinking because I know I can sometimes lose controlled of myself when I get too drunk. I get a little too loose and start hitting on random guys. Or in this case I would probably confess my love to Louis in public.
Exposing my own sexuality just isn't it.

I noticed Louis being tipsy and thought why not shoot my shot. So I searched for the phone connected to the sound system and added a song in the queue. I had about one song to find Louis and convince him.

"LOUEH!" I yelled through the house hearing someone in the distance yelling "OI OII". I walked to the sound and soon enough was standing eye to eye with the blue eyed lad.