I just woke up... I'm the stupidest guy in the world. I just fucked up everything I had.
I know Louis doesn't love me like that. He cares and all, and he likes me I guess. But he probably doesn't think about me like that and I had to say it.
I just had to spill those three words. Those three words that can be life changing. Maybe it's the first of many to come. Or it's the reason why everything goes wrong and why you drift apart.
And I feel like it's gonna be the latter...
"Goodmorning Hazz" he says with his sexy morning voice. Pulling me a little closer suggesting me to turn around. So I do as he wants.
"Goodmorning Lou" I say sleepily. "You don't want to smell my morning breath baby. Why'd you turn me around?" I smile at him and he smiles back.
"I don't care about smell, my eyes like waking up with a beautiful sight." He says and he pecks my forehead. Making me blush a little.
Maybe he didn't hear me last night...
"Hazz?" Hé suddenly asks after just staring in each other eyes.
"Yes Boo"
"Last night uhm..." please say you mean the sex. Not what happened after. "Do you remember what you said?" Fuck.
"Look Lou. I didn't mean it. Wait no! I did mean it. I just didn't mean to say it. I didn't want to tell you. I wanted to keep it slow but-"
"Harry, it's okay. Stop rambling, please. It's not a big deal." He says calmly
"It is. It is a big deal. I didn't want to make this so serious. I'm really bad with words..."
"It's okay Harry. Really. I-"
"Wait. Uhm. I'm not good with words but when I cant put it into words I uhm... I sing a song that explains what I mean. I do it nearly every night. Let me explain. Please."
He looked at me with a slight smile and nodded. I got up and he sat up straight to the backboard. Limping to my guitar I realized I had to go through this pain for the rest of the day... great.
I took a few deep breaths and thought for a second before I started playing Say You Won't Let Go.
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