Watching you|| Hermitcraft AU||Discontinued

Memories

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My mind was rushing. Adrenaline pumped through my blood. I dropped my suit coat, which was covered in blood, along with my hands. I curled up on the ground and started to cry.

"ᒲ⚍ᒲʖ𝙹..it's okay.."

I looked up to seeļ̴̹͔͆̑̋̕͝a̵̺̞̻͖̲̖̔́̈͌̈́s̴̥̲̱͍̪̪͂̚͝k̸̞͇̟͖̹̭̀̂l̴͇̚i̶͔͂̌̎̿, who, like the others, was transparent. They had a sad smile on their face. I wiped the tears and leaned my back against the wall. ļ̴̹͔͆̑̋̕͝a̵̺̞̻͖̲̖̔́̈͌̈́s̴̥̲̱͍̪̪͂̚͝k̸̞͇̟͖̹̭̀̂l̴͇̚i̶͔͂̌̎̿ sat down next to me, and we sat in silence for what felt like an eternity. sighed and looked at me.

"You..okay?"

"I...I just have to accept what I am now."

I stood up and walked over to a chest I had. I opened it and pulled out the mask. I placed it on my face, looking down in the chest. I reached in and gently pulled out the weapon I had made. I sighed, hiding my shame behind the mask. ļ̴̹͔͆̑̋̕͝a̵̺̞̻͖̲̖̔́̈͌̈́s̴̥̲̱͍̪̪͂̚͝k̸̞͇̟͖̹̭̀̂l̴͇̚i̶͔͂̌̎̿ walked over and tried to place his hand on my shoulder, but it went through my body. I looked at ļ̴̹͔͆̑̋̕͝a̵̺̞̻͖̲̖̔́̈͌̈́s̴̥̲̱͍̪̪͂̚͝k̸̞͇̟͖̹̭̀̂l̴͇̚i̶͔͂̌̎̿, removing my mask. I had an emotionless stare on my face. I loaded the gun and walked over to the portal.

"ᒲ⚍ᒲʖ𝙹! What are you doing?!"

"What I should have done from the beginning. End this all."

A smile crept on my face.

This is what I was.

This is what I enjoyed.

This is what I had to do.

I was ready to kill.

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"I'll just kill you!"

...

"What am I saying...?

Why do I act like this...

I don't want to...

Am I broken?

Yes..

I'm broken..

Grian..?

I'm sorry...

I want to hurt people.

I need help...

Don't I?

...

It's best if you leave.

I'll just hurt someone.

I'm going insane.

These people say that we were friends.

Yet I only see them as enemies.

Why must my brain trick me?

I can't remember.

Everything is faded.

Hazy.

I...

I'm sorry.

Not just to you,

Grian.

But to everyone.

I wish I didn't do this.

Grian.

Please leave.