DAY 26

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Dear Readers...

6AM

Today, most of my hairs started falling with just a simple scratch.

I was used to losing my hair whenever I wake up recently. But this morning, I was a bit surprised that I think I'm going bald. And maybe I kind of panicked a little.

I checked myself in front of my vanity. My skin is so pale and covered with bruises. My lips are so dry as if a drought passed by on me.

I look really miserable.

Figures. It's the 26th day and I kind of like used the first quarter of my remaining days.

2PM


I couldn't intake anything. Mom said I haven't eaten properly recently.

She was so worried. And I hate it when I make people worry about me. It always makes me feel bad. Especially when there's nothing I can do about it.

She's still not on good terms with Dad and that's really sad.

Dad stayed with me and he fell asleep while reading a book.

9PM


The guys came around 4 I think. They were all worried when they saw me.

Especially Yeonjun.

They cancelled their lessons and cheered me up instead. But behind those smiles, I can see sadness that lies within them.

It's like after getting sick, I became expert to tell whether people around me fakes their smile in front of my face.

It's making me think that maybe Kylie was right. Maybe making friends was a bad idea.

I will be leaving very soon. And if I keep gaining friends, all of them will be left with pain. And I don't want that.

What should I do now?

Truly Yours...
Katara J.

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