DAY 73

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Dear Readers...

The usual... I didn't have anything to do today.

But this morning.

I sat in front of my vanity... Stared at myself...

My pale skin. My dried lips. My crystal black eyes.

It made me wonder how worse will I look 3 weeks from now.

And how pretty will I look when I lay down in my coffin.

Earlier, I had asked my parents to not forget to put a hyacinthe in my hands when they put me in my coffin.

The hyacinthe is a flower which means 'your loveliness charms me'

I want my friends and family to never forget me. That I will always make them happy whenever they will remember me.

I've told Yeonjun about it. And he told me he wants to give a flower to me too. However he said it will only meant that I will be really gone for him.

We had a very serious conversation earlier. I know he was trying not to cry as I watch him talking.

Truth be told. I tried to tell him that this isn't working.

He had no emotion but I'm sure that he's mad and emotional.

He didn't wanna break up with me.

He left early and told me we'll talk tomorrow instead.

Truly Yours...
Katara J.

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