cheater {k.th}

thirty-three

Your mind went blank. It was like as soon as those words left Taehyung's lips, your sanity and your emotions left with it. At first you choked, sobbed, wailed and cried until your tear ducts grew exhausted and failed to produce anymore tears. You woke up after crying so hard to burning eyes that felt as heavy as a brick.

The silence in the air surrounding you was heavy and you wanted nothing but to disintegrate off the face of the earth.

You felt emotionless. You couldn't react when the police came in for questioning. You couldn't react when the doctors and nurses came to give condolences and apologize for not sparring your daughter's life. You couldn't even react when Taehyung silently cried next to you along with the others. You just felt empty.

The doctor made you stay in the hospital for a few more days to monitor your health but you didn't care. You rejected any food they tried to feed you, you didn't care that you were hurting yourself. Nothing else mattered to you right now.

Everyone came in and out of the hospital to visit you but not once did Taehyung leave your side. Taehyung looked just as broken as you did, if not worse. He was taking this so hard and you felt pathetic for not being able to comfort him yourself. He ofter got comfort from Jimin and even Hoseok at times.

When it was time to return home, you weakly walked alongside Taehyung and Yoongi as you walked to Yoongi's car. You weren't really paying attention but Yoongi didn't want you two to be alone so he insisted you to stay at the penthouse for a while.

You shivered in the large t-shirt you were wearing from Yoongi. You gained quite a bit of weight from the baby and now none of your clothes would fit your new curves. Taehyung noticed this small action and pulled your body closer to his to give you warmth. You made no effort to push him away and you simply let him do as he pleased.

You arrive and when the door opens, you're greeted by two yapping puppies. Taehyung bends down to pick up Yeontan and he squirms around in his arms, trying to get to you. Taehyung gently puts the puppy in your arms and he calms down and nuzzles his head in your neck.

For the first time since you got the heartbreaking news about your daughter, you felt comfort. But it's not the same comfort you would have felt holding your daughters body in your hands. The thought makes your stoic mood plummet and you place the dog back onto the floor, walking away and laying down on the living room couch.

Yoongi sighs and goes to his room where Jimin is and Taehyung accompanies you on the couch. As much as you wanted to be alone right now, you couldn't help to snuggle yourself closer to his body.

As if on instinct, his arms wrap around you and he pulls you onto his lap, pushing your head to feel his slow and steady heartbeat. You try to match his breathing. When he feels your body calm down, he speaks.

"How do you feel, Princess?" he asks and once again you feel like that's the dumbest thing one could ask but you know he's being genuine. With a sigh, you respond. "I don't know." and you really didn't.

You're still devastated but there was something brewing within that devastation and that was anger. You were angry.

You were furious. You never even got the chance to see your baby or even hold her. Jiah's life was cut short and it all routed back to one person..Jihye.

"That fucking bitch." you muttered and Taehyung's hand that was softly stroking your side stopped. He furrowed his brows as you continued to let the anger seep out of your mouth.

"She killed Jiah, she fucking murdered her! I want her dead too!" you yelled squirming out of his lap and making a beeline for the door, ready to find the woman on your own.

Before you could reach the door, you bump into someone's chest and your anger grew. Looking up at the person with rage, Hoseok stared at you wide eyed as you brought your hands up to push him out of your way. You weren't able to do so because before you knew it, a pair of arms wrapped around you.

"Y/N, you can't do anything. Come on, lets rest please." Taehyung's voice sounded out but you didn't want that. You squirmed away from him again but he didn't let go which turned into a wrestling battle.

"Let me go!" you screamed and used all of your strength to get away from him. Hoseok watched through sad eyes as Taehyung silently told him to go away so he can handle this.

"Tae!" you hollered when he lifted you up and walked back to the couch with you. When he sat you down, you caught your breath before attempting to run to the door again but he caught you. This time, he pushed your back into the cushions of the sofa, hovering over you and pinning your arms down.

"We can't do anything, Y/N!" he snaps. "We just have to wait for the police to do their job, alright?!" he finished and you felt even angrier. You wanted to hurt that woman with your bare hands. You wanted her to feel the same pain you were feeling.

"No! You shouldn't have fucked around with her in the first place." the words left your mouth so fast and you regretted them immediately after, but you weren't gonna back down. "Y/N," he warns.

"Why her, Taehyung?" you knew the question was so pointless. His shaky breath fans your face as not only anger, but sadness, fills his gaze.

The both of you were feeling so many emotions in the heat of the moment. You both felt so stressed with this situation and maybe that's why Yoongi didn't want the two of you to go home alone.

The both of you silently stared at each other, waiting for one to speak. But you two felt a pull between your lips, his smashing onto yours immediately.

He hungrily kisses you with every emotion he's feeling and you respond to the kiss with just the same. You both knew that this isn't a good idea. You shouldn't never try getting physical during a time like this, but you just couldn't help it.

Just as Taehyung's hand slipped under the big t-shirt you were wearing, someone's throat cleared from besides you.

You disconnected your lips from his and you both looked over to see Yoongi, Jimin standing not too far behind him. "We heard yelling and cursing." he started and pointed at the position you were in. "You shouldn't do this. At least not on my couch." he mutters the last bit but Jimin hears him and pushes him slightly.

Shortly after, everyone ate dinner together in silence. It wasn't until you were sure everyone including Taehyung was asleep before making a move.

You snuck out of the penthouse and made your way down the streets of Seoul, on a mission to avenge your daughter's life.

You used the phone number that you received the text message from and tracked the location. You weren't expecting this to be so easy but what you weren't expecting was to find her in this location.

Jimin and Jungkook's dorm

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thank you for reading! short chapter but ill update as soon as i can :))

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