how we met⇄ matt espinosa

nine: victoria

Andrea
March 16, 2014

Victoria. That name just makes me cringe.

She's the new girl. And what do you know? The girl is sweet and "perfect?" as to what everyone says.

I have never seen her, but I already
hate her.

She came around about a week ago, and all the guys already drooled over her.

Even, Matthew.

I'm not sure though, but that's what I heard. I've heard they are somewhat a "thing" now, but I guess it doesn't really matter.

Why should it?

It's not like I like him or anything.

And no I'm not a jealous bitch just because I already hate Victoria when I haven't even met her yet.

I guess I just come quickly to conclusions.

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Matthew
March 24,2014

Victoria. Such a beautiful name, for such a beautiful girl.

She's the new girl who came around 2 weeks ago, and is it bad I'm already madly in love with her?

She's so sweet and caring.

Sucks she has a boyfriend.

She told me one time when I sat next to her at lunch. I swear I almost cried. Ever since then I just kept a distance from her. I mean I have no chance with her now, right?

No I'm not jealous of her boyfriend. Okay maybe I am, but what can I do about it? I'm a horny teenage boy.

Yeah I said horny.

I wish her and her boyfriend just broke up already.

I guess I just wish to hard.

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Andrea
April 4, 2014

Holy shit. Its been three months. Three months since I last spoken to Matt, or even seen him around.

I hardly see him at school, but at the same time I really don't give two flying fucks.

Today was the day I finally saw Victoria.

Victoria Espinosa to be exact.

Kinda ironic huh? I laughed my ass off too when I heard she had the same last name as Matt.

I've been hearing a lot that Matthew, really, really has a liking towards her.

I saw her during athletics when I was practicing volleyball with my teammates (to which I am not fond of).

I was about to serve, when I see a girl with a gray shirt, blue shorts, a blonde pony tail that reached all the way to her hips, and wow what a surprised some black vans.

Who the fuck wears vans during gym?

She was talking with her friends.

Wait fucking scratch that. With, my friends.

Oh shit. I forgot. I have no one. I'm no longer friends with people who brought me love, and here I am in this shit whole of a mess, looking dumb as fuck because I haven't even severed the ball yet.

Literally what I thought to myself while I was in gym.

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Matthew
April 6, 2014

Three months. Three. Three terrible months.

I haven't spoken to Andrea since January, and its killing me.

Is it bad to like two girls at the same time?

Does that make me some kind of man whore or something?

A hoe? Man slut?

Or maybe just all of the above.

There's Andrea and then there's Victoria

Victoria has a boyfriend, but I must not lose hope. Right?

Then there's Andrea who is single but doesn't seem like she's ready to mingle anytime soon. Kinda no hope for this because she directly has told me she has no feelings towards me.

It's sad. This is sad. Liking someone who will never like you back.

I hate how I can't understand that both of those girls are not available.

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Andrea
April 14, 2014

It's been less than a month, and Victoria already left.

How or why? I'm not sure, but at the same time, who cares? I only spoke to her once, and that was only because we had to work together in math
class.

I'm not going to lie, I fail at all my subjects, but only because I don't choose to do it. I'll try if I want to, not if my teachers want me too.

But this girl, Victoria, is stupid as fuck.

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Matthew
April 14, 2014

Apparently Victoria's stay was only temporary. She was just visiting her sick grandmother for a couple weeks, but still had to attend school. Even if that meant going to a new school for a while.

I still have her number. She said she'll try to keep in contact with me, but I doubt it.

I'll never have a chance with her. After all, she does have a boyfriend. Plus she lives in Montana.

So simply what I have done was block her number on my phone so I will not get heartbroken once again.

But there's still one problem to my broken heart,

Andrea.