Chapter 21.
Gulf tried his best to walk towards his bag and look for his phone. He immediately charged it and wait a little before it has a few charge and called Mew.
He can't help but feel more frustrated every time the call is not even ringing. Mew's phone is clearly off. He almost threw his phone from frustration but he kept it and texted Mew instead. He hope Mew will read it and let him talk to him.
He charged his phone again but he immediately grabbed it again when it rang. But disappointment ran through him after reading the caller id.
Sky calling..
He really expected it to be Mew. He tiredly swiped the call to answer and lazily listened to Sky's talk.
"Man, why did you left without telling me? You're missing someone there, aren't you? Haha check your facebook, I upploaded our picture already."
Gulf frowned and answered "Okay..". He quicky ended the call and went straight to his facebook's notifications only to see his photo together with Sky looking so intimate. He didn't know that the photo Sky took looked like this.
Gulf felt like cold water ran through him as he realized what Mew is talking about. He immediately untagged the photo and texted Sky to delete it. He is quickly tapping and tried many times to call Mew, but his phone is still off.
Sky replied "What's wrong?" but he ignored it and texted Mew instead. Begging his boyfriend to talk to him and let him explain. He can't blame Sky from what happened because the man doesn't know that he has a boyfriend already and he didn't tell him about it.
He tried hard to set aside his body's condition and immediately walked out of the room while holding his phone and Mew's key card on his left hand. His hands are slightly shaking from the mixed feelings inside his chest. His heart is beating so fast as he drove faster than usual, all he want to do is talk to Mew and explain everything that needed to be cleared.
Gulf immediately parked and went out of the parking lot without noticing that the rain started pouring so hard. He ran towards the front of the building to not let his body get wet but it is too late. His hair got wet and he felt the warm water fell down his cheeks, the water became warm after it traveled through his head that is so hot from the tiredness.
He ignored his wet body and continued going up to Mew's unit. He quickly swiped the key card but disappoinment started eating him slowly. The room is still dark, indicating that no one's inside. He slowly walked inside as he feel his body weakening, he misses Mew so bad but this suddenly happened.
He weakly dropped his body on the couch, not caring for it to get wet from his wet clothes. He didn't dare opening the lights as all he want to do is rest because he feels his body is breaking down.
His head started to pump hard that made his gaze spin, he suddenly felt his body got weaker and his eyelids started to get heavier, pulling his sanity to sank in too much feelings he felt the whole day.
I'm so sorry..
Gulf thought before he fell asleep with a tears being prominent on the side of his eyes.
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."The hell Mew! Don't throw up!" Vaian blurted out from frustations because he need to handle Mew again. Mew went staright to Vaian's house after he left Gulf's unit and let himself get drank.
Mew didn't tell Vaian about what happened and just drink strong wine to make himself sleep immediately. He doesn't want to remember his problem and he knows he can't sleep without the help of wine.
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