Stuck On You [Completed]

Chapter 30. Let Me End This

Chapter 30.

"Mew.. How's your day?"

Gulf asked after he saw Mew taking off his shoes. Gulf just came from the kitchen, he got some cookies for him to eat while doing his legal research on the center table.

Mew is still wearing his crumbled face and didn't even look at Gulf. He went straight to the couch and sat on it while closing his eyes. He looks just tired on outside but inside, there are so much feelings that is making him silent.

He knows he will just burst out in anger if he open his mouth. He has a lot of questions in mind but he doesn't have enough energy to ask. If ever Gulf's answer is bad, it will surely be the death of him.

"Hey.. You've been like this since yesterday.. What's wrong? You know you can tell me anything..."

Gulf said and sat beside him. Gulf fixed his hair that is covering his forehead and played with his ears softly.

Mew breathed deeply, he doesn't know how to feel. He wanted to go away from Gulf because he is afraid that anger will drive him to physically hurt Gulf but something is making him stay.

Gulf just starred at Mew when the man didn't give even a single reponce. He sighed and took off his hands from Mew's ears.

"Okay.. I'll give you time.. Call me if you need something."

Gulf said and Mew felt him starting to get up. Mew fisted his hands in anger, he opened his eyes and grabbed Gulf's waist. Gulf landed on his lap and he quickly pushed Gulf to lay down on the couch.

Mew hovered Gulf and gripped his boyfriend's right shoulder while his other hand is fisted beside Gulf's head. The picture of Gulf being so happy with Sky is flashing in his mind. His breathes are heavy and he knows that what will happen next will surely not going to help.

Mew roughly kissed Gulf, he can feel Gulf is not into it but he kept on going. He didn't waist any time and ripped Gulf's shirt and took off the pants and undergarments in one go.

Everything Mew is doing is rough and harsh, there's no gentleness in Mew's actions but Gulf didn't complain.

Mew did everything out of anger without noticing Gulf is silently crying in pain. After the angry sex, Mew went straight inside their room and locked himself in the bathroom. He opened the shower and drown himself under it while tears are starting to fall down from his eyes.

How can Gulf act like he is not doing something behind him. Just the idea of his boyfriend cheating on him is hurting him so bad. It is so painful that he wanted to leave everything behind and bury himself to the deepest of the ground.

He stayed under the shower for half on hour and just kept crying the pain. He went out of the bathroom and saw their bed empty.

"Fuck! I think he knew about this already! What am I going to do?!"

Mew heard Gulf shouting silently from the balcony. He immediately fisted his hands and gritted his teeth in anger.

"You know he can't find out about this! We've been doing this for weeks and this can't be ruined easily! "

Weeks?.. That long?..

Mew thought and he didn't notice the tears are already wetting his eyes. Seeing your boyfriend cheating in front of you really sucks. He just wanted to get numb and and take away his consciousness because that's the only way he can save his sanity and his heart that is gradually breaking.

"We have to be more careful.. Okay.. Okay.. Bye."

Mew pretended that he just came out of the bathroom and walked straight to the closet to dress himself in pajamas and go to sleep immediately.
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