Feelings

32-Master Fu

*FLASHBACK*

"Master, are you sure you want to do this?" Wayzz asks me.
"Yes Wayzz. Marinette is so string and I am getting too old for this," I reply.
"And are you sure that you want to lie to her about losing your memory," he questions.
"Yes Wayzz, I'm sure. She will be fine."
"Okay master, it's your decision."

*END OF FLASBACK*

I sit up in my hospital bed and switch on the news while I wait for Marinette's arival.

The identity of supervillain Hawkmoth has been revealed today. Ladybug and Rena Rouge revealed to the police that Hawkmoth is none other than famous fasion designer, Gabriel Agreste.

So me and Marinette were right about that.

Unfortanutely, his son, Adrien Agreste who was rushed into hospital this morning with many injuries from his father, slipped into a coma when he heard the news. The doctors at the hospital have told us that he should be fine in a few days and he is just in shock.

Poor Adrien. At least Paris won't be needing his alter-ego for a while. I turn off the TV and lay back down. I hear two familiar voices in the hallway and I know that Marinette is here. She opens the door and I turn to look at her.

"Marinette," I whisper.
"What, how do you know who I am?" She gasps.
"Marinette, I remember everything," I reply.

She walks over and sits on the edge of my bed.
"But how?" She asks.
"Listen I have a lot to tell you. I was the guardian for over 100 years and I was always mad at myself for not being responsible when I was younger and losing two miraculouses and creating a senti-monster. But then Hawkmoth came to the surface and I had to chose two superhero's. On your first day of school I knew that you were perfect for the Ladybug role. And the same goes for A-Chat Noir. You two were perfect for eachother. You worked so well together and were friends as well as partners. Everytime you won a battle I became more and more convinced that you were perfect for being guardian. I just didn't know when to tell you. Maybe doing it infront of Hawkmoth wasn't the smartest but it was the only way to defeat him that day." I explain.
"But, that was the day I messed up and led him to you." She says.
"That may be true, but everyone makes mistakes, that is what makes us human, Marinette." I tell her.
She nods. "But then why did you lie about losing your memory," she asks.
"Well you see Marinette, I had decided to do that the day I knew I would give you the miracle box. Wayzz didn't agree at first but he eventually agreed it was best. You see, there are lots of reasons I did that. Some reasons were benificial to you. You needed to learn on your own. But I also guess that I was selfish and I wanted space from all the miraculous and magic. I guess I wanted some sense of normality in my life. I know it sounds terrible and I regret it all the time. I'm so sorry Marinette."I say, ashamed of myself.
"It's okay Master, I understand," she holds my hand and smiles.
I smile at her. "I was right though, you are a fabulous Ladybug, Marinette."
"Thankyou," she smiles.
"Seriously, you found out Hawkmoth's identity and saved Paris."
"Well, not really." She looks in my eyes. "Nooroo and Duusuu excaped and found my friends Alya and Nino because Tikki was with them. I gave Alya the ladybug miraculous to use while I was gone. She found out I was Marinette. She's very smart and just worked it out. So did Nino. So I didn't really do anything to find out his identity. And two people know my identity. And my parents know aswell. So that's four." She looks at the ground.
"Marinette, it's okay. If you trust that they won't tell then I am sure that you are safe." I tell her.
She smiles at me and gives me a hug. I hug her back for a long time as this would probably be my last hug with anyone. She pulls back and has tears running down her face.
"It's okay Marinette. My time has come. It is meant to happen."
She sniffs and hugs me again. We sit in silence for a while, just hugging and crying.
"Marinette," I whisper.
"Yes Master," she whispers back.
"Remember the letter that I left for you." She nods. "Do you have it on you?"
"Yes, I carry it with me everywhere," she replies.
"Could you read it to me?"
She nods and begins to read.
"Experiencing loss is a part of life; some people lose their first love....some lose the harmony in their relationship.....some people lose hope....others lose patience....while others lose their soul.....some lose their certainties and some have nothing to lose, but good things come too, expext the unexpected. And embrace it. When we grow, we lose things often. But fortunately we also win them. Each new experience is a new adventure. And who knows how far those adventures will take us. We open our hearts and win the trust of those we love. We can sometimes lose this confidence, but we can always recover it. Yes, sometimes the road is difficult, we even get lost in it. But with the help of good people, we end up finding the right address. When we grow up, we realise that life does not always give us what we expect. This should not make you feel fear or pain. As I told you in the beginning of this letter, we all lose something when we grow up, because what really matters is not losing or winning. What metters is to accept the change, to accept that, even if life does not always give us the gifts we expect, life itself is a gift." She finishes and is crying more than I've ever seen anyone cry.
"Marinette," I say.
"Yes Master," she sobs.
"I need you to remember those words everytime you ever feel like life is unfair. I want you to remember that you are lucky. Literally. You're power is a lucky charm." I chuckle a little.
She giggles a little through her tears. I turn to the table next to my bed and take a sheet of paper.
"Marinette, I want you to read this. Not yet. Wait until you get home to Paris, okay." She nods and I hand her the letter. "I don't have much time left and a nurse should be here any moment. I want you to know that you are like a daughter to me, or maybe a grandaughter is more realistic, and I wish you the best in life. I hope you and Chat Noir find your way together eventually and are happy. I do love you Marinette, like family. And I will see you again some day. This isn't the end."
"I love you too Master," she sniffs and hugs me again. She turns to walk out the door. She hesitates and turns back to face me. "Thankyou, for everything."
I smile at her before she opens the door.
"You're welcome, Ladybug."

A/N

Hey guys. This was honestly so hard for me to write as today is two years since my grandad passed away and I'm crying big ugly tears right now.
The next chapter will be up maybe tonight or tomorrow.

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