Fallen Spider [Irondad Spiderson]

Chapter Eleven-ThAt'S gAy

Peter walked into the family room listening to music. His earbuds were at full volume so he couldnt hear anything but everyone seemed to be laughing. He pulled out his headphones and greeted the team.
"Whatsup?"
"Oh nothing, just joking about the fuck up in the room" peter was taken aback by Loki's words.
"W-who is that?" He asked.
"You of course" the God laughed out.

Peter woke up in a sweat. He was on the verge of tears but held himself together as much as he could. Just a dream you idiot...

He got up and put on some fresh clothes, heading to the kitchen to get some water.
As he tiptoed into the kitchen (it was still pretty early) he sees Steve and Bucky. Steve was sitting on the counter and Bucky had his arms around him and was kissing his forehead.
"That's gay" peter said giggling.
"Fuck offfff" Buck said jokingly.
Tony walked in and made eye contact with Steve. "For God sakes watch your language"
"Oh yeah Steavie doesn't like bad language words" Bucky laughed.
Steve rolled his eyes "I say 'language' one time!" He exclaims.

Tony grabs a frying pan and Steve hopes off the counter taking it from him. "Nonononono you are NOT cooking. Remember how we had to replace the kitchen last time?" He said placing the lan on the stove top heading towards the fridge. "Ham or bacon?" He asks.
"Bacon" the three reply in unison.

Once everyone is awake and Steve finished cooking they all sat at the table and ate together. Bucku got up and made eye contact with Peter and smiled. Peter giggled and Tony looked at him then at bucky confused.

"Hey, um, Stevie?" He said. Steve turned around to face him. "Yeah ba-buck?" Almost said "babe"... smooth.
Bucky crouched down on one knee and placed a hand on Steve's thigh.
"W-what are you doing?" Steve asked blushing. Cute, Bucky thought.
"I-i love you Steve. Theres so much I have to be thankful for and you're on the top of the list. You saved me back when we were at war and you saved me from hurting more people. You are the light that brought me back and I want you to be the leading light for the rest of my life. Steve, will you marry me?"
"I- hell yeah" he said with a smile and blush leaning his forehead to Bucky's.

"That's hella gay dudes" Sam said from the other side of the table laughing.

*Peter's POV*

That was nice. It's good to see people who are actually loved.

I put my headphones in and plop on my bed, listening to the music that makes me feel less alone.

Once upon a time in a land far away

There lived a little boy and he drank all day

Friends called him stupid and his brothers called him gay

Emptied all the bottles till the pain went away

Whiskey was his friend he didnt have another

That's a good idea. Maybe I should try a drink...Maybe my pain will go away. Even for just a little bit.

He wakes up early today

Throws on a mask that will alter his face

Nobody knows knows real name

But now he just uses what he saw on a grave

He pretends

That he's okay but you should see

Oh oh

Him in bed late at night he's petrified

Take me out

Finish this waste of a life

I sighed and placed a hand on my arm. I wish someone would finish this waste of a life.

Sorry this chapter is a little short but I wanted it mostly to focus on Steve and Bucky.

Hope you enjoy the music! I was listening to it while writing this so figured  I would include some of the songs that played.