Fallen Spider [Irondad Spiderson]

Chapter Sixteen-The Spiders Saviors

*Strange's POV*

"Peter isnt listening to FRIDAY. Can you go tell him its dinner time?" Of course I'm the one who had to go parent peter. I walk down the hallway towards his room only hearing the click of my boots on the tile. I open his door and dont see anyone in there. I knock on his bathroom door then walk in. Empty.
I'm about to walk out when I see a yellow spiral on Peter's bed.

I'm not usually one to snoop but after the alcohol situation I've been worried about him. I walk over to his bed and open the notebook to the first and only used page. Words. Terrible things I'd assume he thought about himself. None were true but I guess he believes it. I rush out of his room and head for the others.

"Is he coming?"
"I couldnt find him, but I found this. Read it."
He looked up at me clearly worried and shocked. He reads the small passage out to the rest of the team and Barnes looks slightly guilty, I'm guessing he knows something and I glare his way.

"FRIDAY? Where is Peter?!"
"SIR I HAVE TRACKED HIM TO THE TOP OF A NEARBY BUILDING. HE APPEARS TO HAVE SEVERE INJURIES TO HIS SKIN TISSUE ON BOTH ARMS AND MORE MINOR ON HIS LEFT CALF"

"STARK HOLY SHIT! Oh God you need to get to him. Hes gonna jump!" Barnes shouts out.
"What do you mean?" Stark says in an assertive voice that slightly quivered.

"I'm so sorry. He self harms and I knew I should have told someone but I told him if he did it again I would. God I'm such an idiot" Barnes face palmed and Stark looked at him in an angry but sympathetic way.
"I'll get the med bay ready" Banner said calmly walking off.
"I'll meet you there" I say to Stark as he calls his suit and climbs in. I leave him behind through a portal I made.

*Peter's POV*

As I sway a little near the edge I think about how happy people will be without me. I thought about writing a note before I left but who would care enough to read it? No one cares.
I mean it's going to better this way for everybody. One less murderer in the world. I mean if Spider-Man cant save people what's the point of him being alive?

Swoosh...

Crap I have to do this.
"Why are you here?" I ask my voice cracking from crying and my body swaying again from bloodloss.
"Peter please... dont do this" his once tough and deep voice shrouded with pain.
"Why n-not?"
"Peter please. Come on. Everyone back at the compound is terrified. We all want you to come home."
"H-home? Home is a place where people are needed. A home is not a place for someone as worthless as me" my voice cracks again and I sway forward almost falling.
I hear thrusters but it's all too much for me.

"Underoos." Mr. Stark was crying because of me. Another reason to leave.
"PLEASE JUST LEAVE ME BE!" I meant to yell at the voices but it came out verbally.
"Pete please...I dont know what I would do if you jump..."
"Look. I hurt people. That's all I do. You're upset because of me!" I yell.
"Pete, I'm upset at myself that I left this un noticed. You needed me and I failed to do that. But NEVER again. I'm here for you kid. So is everyone else back home."

"I'm sorry Mr. Strange, Mr. Stark... tell everyone back home that I love them... I just... i just cant do this anymo-" all I see is blackness and all I hear is yelling. Mr. Stark. Mr. Strange. They're yelling......

*Stark's POV*

"...I just can't do this anymo-" peter fell unconscious and starts to fall.
"PETERRRRRR!" I've never cried more in my life. I feel like a living water balloon. Someone pushed a tack against me and now everything is flooding out.
"DAMMIT!" I hear Strange shout beside me.
My suit closes back around me and I swoop down to catch him but I miss. I need to catch him. Hes not dying on my watch. I shoot back down going to try and get him again and I see Strage beside me.
"WHAT THE HELL ATLRE YOU DOING?" I shout out. The damn idiot. He opens a portal below peter and I fly under him opening the front of my suit so he doesn't land on metal. I close my eyes and wait to end up wherever the portal is to.

I open my eyes as I land on the floor of the family room, clinging onto the unconscious peter on top of me. Strange comes through and lands hovering while sitting criss cross before closing the portal. He may be wearing casual clothes but he never leaves his tools behind. I take a few deep breath before rolling peter over and running to the med bay with him in my arms.

"BANNER! Hes lost so much blood"

Well that wasnt my favorite thing to write. Please leave feedback on this and the previous chapter if you have any.
See you later beautiful people