Fallen Spider [Irondad Spiderson]

Chapter Twenty-three-When Life Is Fucked Up Remember You Have Friends

This chapter may be a bit disturbing at the begging but I wrote it from experience except for binder related things and figured I can't be the only one who does this so I had Peter doing it to. Just a faint warning.

Peter looks down at his arm. He really wanted to cut. He needed to feel something. Do something to release the pain. He knew he couldn't do anything to his arms or legs because Bucky would check.
Instead he takes off his shirt and then his binder, looking down in disgust. He tsked the box cutter he had taken from Tony's office and dissembles it, pulling the blade out. He sighs and cups his breast in his hand, pushing the newly acquired blade against it and dragging painfully slow. After a few more times he realizes that his breast seemed to bleed more than his arm and he began to panic. There was a lot of blood. He threw his binder back on and wrapped a scarf around it before putting a black tee and black baggy hoodie on. He sneaks out if his room and heads for the med bay as quietly as possible as to become unnoticed by the adults in the family room.

As he collects some bandages he hears someone clear they're throat behind him.
"Oh dEAR JESUS CHRIST. You scared the shit outta me Shuri!" He says as be turns around.
She just sighs and takes the bandaid from him, dragging him back to his room.
"C'mon let me see em, I'll help you clean them up"

"Wanna talk about it, Peter?" Shuri asks gently.
"N-not really."
"You know, when life is fucked up remember you have friends to help" she says with a smile. Peter looks up from the floor to her with a genuine smile.
"That's a bad word"
"Hey it's my job to be a little shit!" She says grabbing his hand to make him stand. Now come on let's go ask if MJ can come over. And if not...Come on we need to plan a kidnapping"

Peter follows the Wakandan princess out into the family room. "Hey Mr. Stark?" Shuri asks "can Peter and me go pick up MJ?"
"Sure, Happy'll drive you" Shuri looks over at Happy with a smile.
"You will?"
"I don't think I have a choice" he says getting up with a laugh.

With MJ, Peter and Shuri all in Peter's room (of course with a load of snacks and energy drinks, that Steve doesn't know about) nestled into a nest of blankets and pillows on Peter's floor, Peter looks at his friends feeling happy. Not fake happy. Just happy.

"Alright losers, what do you wanna do first?" MJ asks.
"I dunno" Peter says "but we should turn on some music". As if one que Shuri taps  the beads on her wrist then taps the air and music starts playing(you know damn right she would use that to make herself a living radio). The trio starts singing purposefully off-key to the song plaing.

Underlined will be Peter
Bold will be MJ
Italics will be Shuri
ALL WILL BE ALL THREE

"Do do do
DO DO DO! DO DO DO"

"OH"

"WELL IMAGINE"

"AS I'M PACING THE PEWS IN A CHURCH CORRIDOR"

"AND I CANT HELO BUT TO HEAR"

"NO I CAN'T HELP BUT TO HEAR AN EXCHANGING A WORDS"

The kids hear a noise above them and look up to see a familiar face hanging upside down from the vent. Shuri pauses the music.

"Will. You. Please. SHUT THE FUCK UP!" Clint yells with a laugh as he falls from the vent being pushed down by Scott and Sam. "Unless you let us join" Bucky says walking in through the door like a normal person.
The music was resumed.
More blankets and pillows were added to the ground, as well as five bean bags.
Energy drinks were passed around.
Everyone had a big ass smile on they're faces. The one that ment the most to everybody in the room though, of course was Peter's.

Hey guys. I figured Peter deserved some fun so I made this chapter. I hope you guys liked it💕💕