Fallen Spider [Irondad Spiderson]

Chapter Twenty-Eight-Therapy Session

"What's the name of the dude who Pete is going to be meeting with today?" Tony asks Pepper, placing a small kiss on her cheek.

"Phil."

"Phil?"

"Coulson."

"W H A T he's not a therapist!"

"You seem to forget he's been trained to do a lot of thing Tony. Did you not notice he's been Peter's principal for the last few months after the last one retired?"

"No Pep, no I haven't. Well I'm going to go make sure he's ready. I'll drive him instead of Happy 'cause I know that poor kiddo is gonna be anxious" Tony say with a sigh as he left the room.

He sighs to himself again as he thought about all his son has gone through. At least he was getting help now from someone who apparently (He still didn't believe it) a trained professional. 

To Peter the sounds of Tony's loafer tapping on the title in the hall seemed way to loud. It wasn't his powers making it that loud, of course they were louder than usual, but they sent chills down his spine.

"C'mon Petey, You ready?'

"uh Y-yeah dad" Peter says with a big smile. Tony smiles back and watches as the boy slips his hoodie on, then he frowns. Band-Aids, Band-Aids!

"Kiddo, I know there's no way to stop you other than to help you, work you through it, but please stop hurting yourself...I-I love you, I don't want to see you cut anymore Tony says in a quiet voice.

"I'm s-sor-sorry" Tony Pulls Peter into a hug before walking him down the hall and through the family room and kitchen.

"it'll be fine kiddo," Tony says as Peter gets out of the car.

Peter just sighs as he walks into the building, watching as his dad drives away. Come on Parker you can do this, just tell the truth. He grips tightly at his coat, trying to  contain his anxiety. He sits down and waits for someone to come get him.

"Aye Peter, c'mon I'll be working with you today and hopefully till you're better" Coulson says, greeting Peter with a smile.

"O-oh hey Mr. Coulson" Peter says taking in a deep breath before getting up. He follows Phil until they reach a room. Coulson's office was monotone colored and had a lot of SHIELD items in random places. Most people would probably be weirded out by the items but its comforting to Peter, reminds him of being back at the compound.

"So, Peter. Can you tell me how you're feeling today? Remember, you can trust me... OH and I brought some items that might make you less anxious, I'll be right back kid" Coulson says leaving the room. As the man comes back inside Peter feels a smile creep up onto his face. KITTENS! 

Coulson had an armful of small kittens. There was a black one, a grey one, a calico one, an orange one, and an all white one. Peter sits still while Phil places the little fur babies on his lap.

"Oh wow Mr. Coulson that's a lot" Peter says with a smile. Coulson sits down on his chair at looks at Peter a little more serious, of course his eyes still held a kind, loving look that everyone had towards Peter. 

"Here, let's start with an easier question. What's a song that comforts you when you're feeling down?"

"Um, H-Hate Myself by N-NF..." Peter mumbles out.

Coulson grabs his phone out of his pocket, scrolling until he finds Peter's song.

I don't see you like I should.

"Pete, what's one reason why you want to get better?"

"I-I want to make sure Mr. Stark is always happy! I don't want to see him cry because of me anymore, I don't want to see him frown because of me, I want him to always smile! And Ms. Potts, I want her to smile too, Her smile is like a leading light for Mr. Stark and when Dad see's Mom smile he smiles really brightly and I want to do that too! I want to make people smile..."

"Dad and Mom aye? It sounds like Tony and Pepper are a big comfort towards you...Has Fury made you cake yet, his cakes are the best!" Coulson says with a smile. Peter nods, giggling.

"Alright, this one is going to be a little more personal, but it will help me a lot if you could answer. When you feel the need to, err, hurt yourself, What goes through your head?" Coulson asks, trying his best not to Trigger the boy. He knew Peter decently well but he still didn't know everything that could lead him to being triggered.

You look so misunderstood.

"I-I f-fe-feel I-" Peter couldn't get words out. Tears start to sting at his eyes and Coulson gets up and walks over to him and pats his shoulder.

"Hey, hey its alright, we'll work up to talking about things like that, okay?"

"O-O-Okay"

And I wish I could help.

But it's hard when I hate myself.

Coulson walks over to a water machine and fills a little Paper cup with water, bringing it over to Peter. Peter goes to take a sip but the cup turns into a human form. 

"AHH LOKI JESUS CHRIST"

"Hello little one" Loki says getting up off the ground.

"uh what are you doing here Loki?" Peter asks.

"Oh, um I just wanted to see how things are going..."

Peter just gives a little smile and holds out a kitten to Loki. Loki takes the kitten and sits on the floor next to Peter. He had comfort kittens AND a comfort god.

I'M SO SORRRRYYYYY I KNOW I HAVEN'T UPDATED THIS IN FOREVER BUT HERE YOU GO LOVES!! I'm only going to do one more chapter of this before starting the sequel The World Turned Upside Down. And in a previous chapter I said what that's going to be about so there we go, I have a plan. I'm not saying its ACTUALLY going to happen but by the end of that book some IronStrange might happen ;) not saying for sure tho, so comment if by the end of that second book you would rather continue with our Pepperony or get some IronStrange. I ship both so its up to you guys. ALSO, are we gonna be getting some Spideychelle or Spideypool(Of course I already made Wade the same age so no creepy stuff)? You guys pick. Aight BYEEEEEEEE