Obey Me Shall we Date Oneshots

His jacket 💙Asmo x Reader💙

Throwing your bags across the room, you faceplanted onto your bed. The bed you haven't slept in in over a year.

Your apartment was silent when you walked in. Diavolo had Barbatos clean it before you arrived because it had been a year since anyone touched it. It had only been a few hours, but you already missed them.

You wanted Lucifer to yell at you for leaving your shoes lying around. You wanted Mammon to barge into your room, shouting about another crazy money-making scheme. You wanted Levi to rant about the new TSL season coming out soon. You wanted Satan to glare at you for interrupting his reading. You wanted to eat lunch with Beel, then take your afternoon nap with Belphie.

And most of all, you wanted to spend time with Asmo. Anything would do. A spa day, an impromptu fashion show, even a makeover. Any time spent with your demon crush would have made you happy. 

You started to cry into your sheets. Lord Diavolo said that, for now, there couldn't be any contact between you and the demon brothers until he cleared it with the rest of the realm government or something.

You never told Asmo about your feelings. You knew he couldn't give you what you needed in a relationship. You knew he couldn't pledge his entire self to you. Not then, not now, and probably not ever. His sin was too close to him. A monogamous relationship wasn't what he wanted, and an open relationship wasn't what you wanted. You held your tongue for the last half of your stay. You kept up the façade that you just saw him as a friend.

Knowing you couldn't take his heart; you took his time. Every spared second was spent with your crush. Any blubbering was blamed on you not being able to take a compliment or his beauty.

You sighed as you paused your pity party to unpack your bags. Opening the last suitcase, you noticed a jacket that wasn't yours. It was a baby pink zip-up. Looking at the tag, Asmodeus' name was written in black pen, the letters swirling around each other in his signature. It wasn't his usual type of  jacket, it was much more casual.

You brought it up to your face tears swelling in your eyes. It smelled just like his favourite perfume. Before your tears spilled over, you heard a piece of paper fall onto the floor. You put the jacket on as you picked it up. It was an envelope, with your name written on the front in your favourite colour. Popping off Asmo's wax seal, you read the letter.

Dearest Y/N,
By the time you're reading this, you should be back in the human realm. I hope you don't miss me too much. No one could stand to be away from this beautiful face for too long~ However, for once, I'm writing this letter, not about me, but about you.

I wanted to apologise for taking your heart like I did. I've known about how you felt about me for a while now. I wanted to apologise for not being the person you wanted. I know can't be the boyfriend of your dreams. The idea of settling down with one person scares me, and I don't think I'm ready for that. You deserve someone so much better than what I can give you.

I do want you to know that I do love you. I love you more than I thought I could love someone other than myself. You might even tie myself for the one I love most. Which is why I have to tell you to find someone else. We both know I can't change. If you never want to see me again, I'll understand. I wouldn't want to see myself either.

But as a last goodbye, I left you the jacket you saw in my closet one day and really liked. I love you Y/N, and I hope you have a happy rest of your life.

~With lots of love,
Asmodeus ❤︎

Your tears finally escaped your eyes, and you were careful not to ruin the letter. Clutching it to your chest, you told yourself that everything he told you, you already knew. Nothing i the letter was news to you. You guys just weren't in the same place in life.

You only had a hundred years to have an entire life. He had millennia to get his life together. But at least you know he loved you.

You fell asleep that night, and every night for a long while, wrapped in the jacket that still smelled like the Avatar of Lust.

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A/N
I'm sorry if Asmo seems a little ooc, but this is the best i could come up with. Any feedback would be appreciated ♡'･ᴗ･'♡