It keeps me up at night
made me tweet sad thoughts
stare at the moon that shines so bright
talk to it or sometimes shout
makes me wonder about a lot of things
made me do things i don't usually do
or think in a way i don't usually do
made me hate everything
around me
about me
stress over little things
overthink
over clean
cry over petty things
shower a little longer
stare at nothing
remember things i shouldn't remember
sometimes i do some cutting
find someone to talk to
strangers or friends
or sometimes avoid them too
i just want this to end
think about running away
or fall from somewhere high
i want all these sorrow and misery to go away
to have my wings again and fly high
ask for a sudden attention
feeling a lack of affection
lost in a different direction
sinking in with all of my different emotions
stare at myself in the mirror
waiting for something to change
listen to songs that'll make me cry more
practicing how to smile again
create spotify playlists for peeps who usually don't give a damn about me
write letters for them
save old pictures
and i sound stupid whenever i remember doing these
but this is how it really works
it made me like it
all of these
it makes me write all my never ending shit
it's just like another me
I like it as much as i hate it
i love it as much i hate it
the yin and yang of me
the only friend that could understand me
BINABASA MO ANG
Untold Truth
Randomcomposed of my own works may ibang galing sa sariling karanasan may ibang mula sa imahinasyon Iba-ibang klase. Pili mga suki Presy---- charot. Wala lang. Bored lang ako kaya ko po ito ginagawa. Please do not plagiarize (feeling maganda gawa) Thank y...