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It keeps me up at night

made me tweet sad thoughts 

stare at the  moon that shines so bright

talk to it or sometimes shout


makes me wonder about a lot of things

made me do things i don't usually do

or think in a way i don't usually do

made me hate everything


around me

about me


stress over little things

overthink

over clean

cry over petty things


shower a little longer

stare at nothing

remember things i shouldn't remember

sometimes i do some cutting


find someone to talk to

strangers or friends

or sometimes avoid them too

i just want this to end


think about running away

or fall from somewhere high

i want all these sorrow and misery to go away

to have my wings again and fly high


ask for a sudden attention

feeling a lack of affection

lost in a different direction

sinking in with all of my different emotions


stare at myself in the mirror

waiting for something to change

listen to songs that'll make me cry more

practicing how to smile  again


create spotify playlists for peeps who usually don't give a damn about me

write letters for them 

save old pictures

and i sound stupid whenever i remember doing these


but this is how it really works


it made me like it

all of these

it makes me write all my never ending shit

it's just like another me


I like it as much as i hate it

i love it as much i hate it

the yin and yang of me

the only friend that could understand me



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