a spider in the wrong universe

mr. aizawa

a/n
sorry for not writing in a while. i lost motivation but i'm back! updates will be slow so sorry about that :/
⚠️trigger warning: panic attack⚠️
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peters pov:
when i find mr. hawks he's talking to some guy. he's pretty tall and has long black hair. he's wearing all black and some kind of scarf.

"um hi mr. hawks. i finished talking with principle nezu. he said i start in class 1-a tomorrow!" i tell him with a smile on my face.

"that's great kiddo." mr. hawks says.
i flinch at the name. every time he says it i flinch. it reminds me too much of mr. stark.

"class 1-a?" the man i don't know asks

"yeah. that's what principal nezu said." i respond nervously.

"that's the class i teach. you can call me mr. aizawa. what's your name and quirk kid?" mr. aizawa says.
oh great. another person to call me the nickname i cant bear hearing right now...

"i'm peter parker sir! and my quirk is uhh spider. i have the same capabilities as a spider." i saw to him with a slight smile on my face. it feels good to not have to hide my powers. i'm proud of my powers and how far i've come. mr. stark and aunt may would also be proud...

"i haven't heard of that quirk before. that's interesting... well class starts at 8 a.m. tomorrow. dont be late." mr. aizawa says and walks away.

"so you got in! i'm proud of you kid! lets go somewhere to celebrate. i know this really good restaurant down town..." mr. hawks says and trails off talking about the food at the restaurant.

"i have to go to the bathroom mr. hawks i'll be right back." i tell him.

"okay kid, meet me at the schools entrance" he tells me and walks away.
i flinch at the name again. i can't handle this.

i start walking to the bathroom. then i start running while holding back the tears. i can't do this. i need mr. stark here. i'm all alone here. i-i need someone.

i don't remember getting to the bathroom but i closed my eyes and the next thing i know i'm in a big bathroom sitting by the sinks and closing my eyes while crying.

i want to go home. and see aunt may. and build legos with ned. and see mj at lunch. and see mr. stark at the tower. how did this happen? why did thanos have to-to snap. a shiver goes down my spine as i relive the memories. and all of a sudden i can't breath. i'm remembering the snap and the feeling of turning into dust. it hurt. it hurt so damn bad. as my body was breaking down my enhanced healing was trying to fix me. and mr. stark had to just watch me turn to dust. as i was reliving all these bad memories i hear something.

"-eter. pete- peter."

"y-yes?" i try my best to respond.

"you've gotta calm down okay? you gotta breath." i dont recognize the voice right away.

"mr. stark is that you? god i've missed you. i-i don't know where i am. and-and thanos he- it hurt mr. stark. i was turning to dust and-" i open my eyes immediately regret it. its way too bright.

"i'm not mr. stark kid. it's me. aizawa. you have to calm your breathing." i wince at his loud voice.

"too loud. too bright." i say.

"what's going on peter?" mr. aizawa says in a quieter tone.

"sensory o-overload." i try to tell him.

"okay. okay you're gonna be alright." he tells me.

i think i pass out after that because i don't remember what happens next.

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aizawas p.o.v.

the kid was freaking out and i didn't know how to calm him down. after he told me it was a sensory overload i tried to deactivate his quirk to see if that would do anything. after nothing happened i pick him up. i was taking him to recovery girl but he passed out on the way. i noticed that his watch thing (his nanotech suit but aizawa doesn't know that) was blinking red. what does that mean? i ask myself...

i got him to recovery girl and she asks, "what happened to him?"

i put him down as i respond, "i don't know. he was in the bathroom having a panic attack i think and when i tried to snap him out of it he said he was having a sensory overload."

"what's his quirk?" she asks while examining him.

"spider. he can do anything a spider can." i tell her slightly panicky.

"well he has no external injuries so there's not much i can do. call his guardian." she tells me.

as i was about to get my phone peter starts moving. he groaned as he moved.
"ugh.."

"peter are you okay?" i say my voice barley above a whisper.

"don't yell. please." he says quietly.

"kid. i'm whispering."

"dont-dont call me that. only mr stark can call me that." he says slightly louder.

"sorry sorry" i say not wanting to worsen the situation.

"what's going on peter?" i ask as quietly as possible.

"my senses are dialed up to 11. i can't handle loud noises, or strong scents, or textures, or tastes. it hurts too bad." he says.

"is there anything you can do recovery girl?" i ask her quietly.

"i can give him pain medication and some other medication to dull his senses. but that's all" she says. "here swallow this." she hands peter a couple pills.

he swallows them and within minutes he's back on his feet.

"how- how did you recover so quickly?" recovery girl and i ask confused.

"i have a fast metabolism. so that means my body burns through medicine faster." he says acting as if nothing was wrong a couple minutes ago.

"interesting..." recovery girl quietly says to herself.

"well um sorry mr. aizawa that you had to witness me having whatever that was in the bathroom. i'd uh rather not talk about it but i gotta go. mr. hawks is waiting for me." he says while he gets up.

"wait ki- peter." i try to keep him here but he's already gone.

"his quirk is unusual..." recovery girl says.