"Ahhh... That's awesome! Can't wait for the next time I'll eat here." He said while holding his tummy.
"Next time? Meron ba non?" I asked with my left brow raised upward.
"Ofcourse. We're friends. And friends share their blessings. In our case, breakfast." He said while pertaining to the empty plates on the table.
"The question is, Mister, are we friends?" I gave him my fakest smile.
"Ouch! That hurts!" He gave me a fake sad face.
"Well, sorry dear, but reality really hurts."
"Wow! You don't want us to be friends yet you want me to be your dear. Okay! That's better than friends anyway." Biglang kumunot ang noo ko sa sinabi nya.
"And what do you mean by that?" I asked him. I'm starting to feel annoyed by him. Again.
"I'm your dear. D-E-A-R. Dear! Nasa sayo na kung anong klase, dear friend or dear boyfriend kahit ano sa akin don okay. Pero on the second thought, I still prefer the later one. That dear boyfriend." He said with his usual annoying smirk and quoting his hand on the air. Emphasizing the 'dear boyfriend'.
I look away from him. This can't happen.
"You see, I don't know why pero annoyed ako sayo on our first meeting. But after this, I can say na you're okay. It's just that, I can't be friends with you."
"Why?" His face became serious.
"I-I can't tell you. I'm sorry." Tumayo na ako at akmang aalis nang pigilan nya ang kamay ko.
"No, you should tell me. Why?" He insisted while I look away.
"Axel, please. I-I want to be alone. Just leave and lock the door after." I removed his hand on mine then run upstairs to my room where I released all of my tears.
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I'm trying to protect you
From the lies that your heart tells
Even though you said that you want me
All I see is, pain and misery
Seasons may change
But I can't forget the days of old
My heart ache when you walk away
I said I never love again
I leaned on the back of my door, then I silently cried. All his memories flooded my thoughts. I know walang kasalanan si Axel, pero I can't help it. Feeling ko pagnakipaglapit ako kay Axel or to anybody, I'm cheating with Sean. With his memories.
If I were you, I wont be here
If I were you I would stay right where you are
I would'nt come near this broken heart
Just turn around and leave here
And find someone that won't hurt you
Make sure that she's still believes in love
Cause I think my heart has given up
If I were you, I would'nt be here...
Yes, I decided to move forward with my life at ihinto na ang pag-iyak, pero hindi kasama don ang palimot ko sa kanya. Sean will always be my Sean and I can't see myself having relationship with anyone else except him.
Also, I don't want to hurt Axel in the process. I know what's his real intentions are kaya sya nakikipaglapit, even Hugo's aware of that. Kaya habang maaga ayokong umasa sya.
Days I go by
And I feel that you could make me happy
Time goes on
And I feel that love is at my door
Thought I tell myself
That youre the one that said
Those words before
Thought it hurts too much
I can't trust in love
Again...
Again....
Maybe we can be friends soon but not now. I'm still not ready for that.
A/N: Pucho-puchong update. Nilagyan nalang ng kanta para humaba. Hahaha! Pasensyanes naman nauubusan na naman ako ng idea. Yung Presidente ng fan's club ko nagsuggest na dapat may mala 'I spit on your grave' touch yung kwento. Naisip ko ang harsh naman kung either lulutuin ang eggs ni Axel o kaya ipapatuka sa pato ung eyeball nya. Huhuhu wawa naman si baby Axel non.
PwithanS: Mejo laylow sa paguupdate. Magiging reader muna ako. Masyado akong naaaddict sa gawa ni MsButterfly. I have read one of her works and finished in just one position -reclining on my bed. As in hindi ako nagalaw habang nagbabasa aside from sa pagkain ng ice cream at chicken at fries. Start ako ng 10 pm then i ended 5 am in the morning buti na lang off ayun di ako nakapag-laba... Bwahahahahahaharhar!
