I'm thinking of you
My sleepless solitude tonight
If it's wrong to love you
Then my heart just won't let me be right
'Cause I'm drown in you
And I won't pull through
Without you by side...
Malamig na simoy ng hangin ang nagpadilat ng mga mata ko at natangpuan ko ang sarili kong nakatayo malapit sa isang bahay na katayo sa gilid ng burol.
Napakapayapa ng pakiramdam ko habang tinitignan ko ang tanawin. Papalubog na no'n ang araw and it amaze me to see how the blue sky turns orange as the sun sets down.
"Beautiful..." Hindi man ako lumingon alam kong si Sean ang nasa likod ko. Naramdaman ko ang pagpulupot ng bisig nya sa bewang ko at ang hininga nya sa bandang leeg ko.
"This place, it's so beautiful and I really want our kids to grow up here." Mula sa pagkakayakap sa likod ko ay hinarap nya ako sa kanya.
"Will you let me have that dream come true by being my wife and mother of our kids?" Then he drop down on his one knee and pulled out a ring on his pocket. I was too shock to say anything, tanging luha at tango lang ang nairespond ko pero sapat na para yakapin akong muli ni Sean at halikan sa labi.
"I love you Rienne, always and forever."
Then before I knew it I saw Sean fading from light. The light is too bright that I need to cover my eyes from it. I cried out for Sean but he's gone along with the house near the valley and everything left is me in total darkness.
I give my all
To have just one more night with you
I'll risk my life to feel
Your body next to mine
'Cause I can't go on...
Living in a mem'ry of a song
I give my all for your love tonight...
I slowly opened my eyes and found myself lying on my bed.
I sighed and silently prayed.
Isang bangungot. Isang napakasamang bangungot lang pala and I don't want to remember everything dahil kahit bangungot pa iyon, it makes my heart ache.
Then biglang bumukas ang pinto at iniluwa si Hugo.
"Thank Heavens nagkamalay ka na. How are you feeling?" He touch my forehead while looking at me with concern.
"B-bakit ka andito?" My voice was rough maybe because of sleep.
"I came nung bigla kang mawala sa linya. Then, I saw you lying on the floor. You lost your consciousness my dear..."
Baby can't you feel me
Imagining I'm looking in your eyes
I can see you clearly
Vividly emblazoned in my mind
Suddenly, biglang bumalik ang lahat. Ang paulit-ulit na miss calls ni Hugo. The call. The news and it's not just a bad dream.
"N-no... No!" I panicked. "H-hindi! Nananaginip lang ako!" I slapped my face trying to wake my self. "Hindi yon totoo!" I shouted. Pero kahit anong sampal ko sa sarili ko hindi ako magising.
"Riene please calm down..." Hugo's trying to stop me because I continuously hurting myself.
Ans yet you're so far
Like a distant star
I'm wishing on tonight....
"H-hindi yon totoo! Sabihin mo! Nagbibiro ka lang di ba? Please Hugo!" I plead and cried. Pero mahirap talaga dahil kahit anong gising ko sa sarili ko, hindi ako magigising lalo na't hindi naman panaginip ang lahat kundi reyalidad.
