Nyx POV
"Hey Ethan ". Aislr greet the man infront of us.
"Hey Aislr It's been a month since then". while kissing Aislr on the cheeks." Oh they are ?". the man ask while looking on us one by one ." Im ethan ". then offered his hand for a hand shake.
" Freyr the beautiest among the rest!!!". she said in her excited voice while accepting the hand of the man
"Eish is mah name dont ever forget that". Eish reply while winking to him .
"Luixs". she introduced herself while busy typing on her phone
nilagpasan ko lang siya at nagtungo sa counter Im not here for making friends with others i don't have time for that.
" Nyx " rinig kong pagpapakilala sakin ni Freyr habang sumusunod sakin .
"margarita". I said to the bartender in front of me .
"Nyx you're so rude to him".umuupo din siya sa tabi ko saka umorder ng kanyang inumin.
" oo nga sayang pogi pa naman HAHAHA! martini please" patsyada naman ni Freyr . Damn I don't fucking care ,I didn't bother to look at them, when they already serve the liquor , I
immediately did a bottom's up then order again.
"type mo nanaman agad tsss! you're so bitch talaga" sabay irap ni Eish."of course not uhhm!maybe HAHA!" hinayaan ko lang sila nang muling sumagi nanaman sa isip ko ang balak mangyari ni grandpa.
I dont think i can still bare handling everything after all these years it feels like it happened yesterday. everything is fresh from me, from my mind , from my heart , from my......my thought suddenly disappeared when i heard some noises around me.
"oh my gashh nyx! "
" what the fuck "
" Nyx what the hell! "
I was just looking at the broken glass from my hand filled with my blood,dahan dahan nilang inalis yung nabasag na baso sa kamay ko I felt nothing , i dont feel anything ,I became numb from every pain ,but the pain of that fucking scar from my fucking past was still here if i wish......, it wasn't me! if it didn't happened to me.......... naramdaman ko nalang na binalutan ni Luixs ng panyo ang kamay ko.
" let's go ".aya niya pero inagaw ko lang iyon at tumakbo ng mabilis para makalabas at makalayo sa lugar na iyon
"Nyx wait" . huling narinig ko mula
sakanila ,dumiretso ako sa kotse ko at agad itong pinaharurot ,wala pang ilang minuto nang marating ko ang abandonadong paaralan malapit sa Reseau agad akong nagtungo sa taas nito,I sat at the edge of the building and look at the moon intently.
i wish i was you peacefully positioned their without feeling pain, guilt while brighter up the dark sky .
"Am i still capable to be alive? a monster like me shouldn't be ,but why im still here breathing and still living ". I ask the man without taking out my eyes to the moon, he was leaning at the wall from the dark side of this building.
"Of course you are,you are destined to be lived nyx, don't ever say that again, your not a monster nyx ,your not" he said while stepping out and sit beside me ,he was wearing his usual get up a black hoodie ,black mask and a black jogging pants at the same time his black rubber shoes.
I feel his gaze but I just stared at my hand na ngayon ay di parin tumitigil ang pagdurugo
kailangan ko pa bang harapin lahat? kaya ko pa ba tanggapin lahat kasi hanggang ngayon sariwang sariwa parin sakin ang lahat? ,its been 5 years a fucking 5 years damn it di ko mapigilan ang pagkuyom ng aking mga palad kasabay ang unti unti pagbuhos ng mga luhang matagal narin at ngayon ko nalang muling naranasan.
Nilapit niya lang ang aking ulo sa kanyang dibdib, "shhhh!We know how strong you are don't worry ,we're always here if darkness eaten you ,we will become your light just like what you did to us, always remember that there's always an ending for everything ". saka mahina niyang tinapik tapik ang aking balikat.
"Why are you here?".tanong ko ng mapagtanto kong narito siya,he didn't gave me a call or even a text.
"I just missed you".bahagya pa itong natawa kaya binalingan ko siya ng masamang tingin.
"Oo nga ayaw maniwala Ouch!you hurt my pride nyx ganun na ba ko ka manloloko?"humawak pa ito sa kanyang dibdib na animo'y nasasaktan talaga .
"Go back".huling saad ko bago muli kaming lamunin ng katahimikan.
ilang minuto kaming nanatili sa lugar na yun bago magpasyang umuwi.
Nang makarating ay agad akong natungo sa aking kwarto dumiretso akong banyo at agad nagshower a cold water filled my whole body that gives me the calmness i need ,ilang minuto akong nagbabad bago inayos ang aking sarili nagbihis agad ako ng may maramdamang may pumasok sa aking silid,bumungad sakin ang isang matandang nakaupo sa paanan ng kama ko at may dalang lalagyan.
"come here apo". he said while taking out all her needs in that kit.
" what do you need?". malamig kong bungad sakanya at nagtungo sa coffee table hindi siya sumagot bagkus ay sinundan niya lamang ako saka umupo sa aking tapat, bahagya niyang kinuha ang kamay ko ,inilapit niya iyon sakanya bago inumpisahan nang gamutin ang mga sugat na natamo ko kanina.
" You know what anaideai stop running away , nothing will change if you keep running, it always chase and chase you so it's better to face it or you'll the one to chase it" he said then tap my shoulder before cleaning his mess and leave the room.
Mabilis akong nakatulog dahil sa pagod nang magising its 5:30 in the morning agad kong binuksan ang aking cellphone i saw 143 missed call and 60 messages coming from the four girls
Agad akong tumayo at nireplyan sila ng 'Im still alive dont worry' pagtapos ay nagpalit ng isang color white sports bra ,white leggings, nike shoes and my apple watch for a jogging like my usual morning routine going to Reseau to do my trainings.
nang makarating i looked at my watch its 6:30 so i decided to start it but i stop when i saw the four ladies walking towards me ,They give me a tight hug like they never seen me last night .
" you make me worry again nyx" saad ni Aislr .
"I missyouuu!". Naiiyak na patsyada naman ni Freyr, agad rin silang kumalas ng maramdaman ang pagkailang ko.
" Shut up bitch " suway ni Eish na may hawak na delight at inilahad pa sakin umiling ako upang matanggihan iyon i know its for herself .
" Are you okay?".Luixs ask while looking at my hand tumango lang ako at tinalikuran sila sumunod naman sila sakin nang pumasok ako sa isang abong pintuan.
the center is the matching field where people allowed to fight it is a huge circle shaped field while the surrounding of the circle has 5 doors the color gray was for gun training ,the blue for swords, green for hand to hand combat , red for physical agility,senses, flexibility,etc and black floor the test they build that door to test the ability of a person's strength that door has a hallucination images like you fight to someone it gives you also a physical pain for you to feel like you're fighting to real people. there's also different level on that from 1,2,3 easiest 4,5,6 moderate 7,8,9 was the hardest and 10 was the maximum by now no one willing to try the maximum only me and grandpa has finished it coz if you can't handle that you'll end up being a dead meat that's why.
mabilis lumipas ang araw , wala kaming ginawa kundi ang tumanggap ng tumanggap ng missions, its been 3 days since then but still I haven't decided it yet.
"Whooo! basic ". saad ni Freyr nang matapos namin ang huling mission namin ngayong araw.
