The moon was already positioned when we arrive to an Island resort, sinundan ko lamang siya nang makababa kami sa kanyang kotse.
"Good Evening po Duke". sabay sabay na saad ng mga taong nakakasalubong namin .
He was just smiling at them while holding my wrist beside him, dumiretso siya ng front dest it looks like a five star hotel sa sobrang garbo ng labas at maging ang loob nito.
the crystal chandeliers was complementing to the glass wall of the hotel even the big tree surrounded by a different kinds of flower at the center covered with glass was so fascinating .
muli niyang hinawakan ang aking palapulsuhan bago muling lumabas sa gusali.
" Where are we going?".I asked nang muli kaming sumakay ng kanyang sasakyan.
" At my villa".His smile was visible on his face.
Tsss, bakit ba ko nagpahatak dito sa gungong nato, edi sana ngayon matiwasay akong natutulog
after 10 mins sa wakas nakarating narin kami , I was about to unbutton my seatbelt when he suddenly touch my chin and guide it towards him.
aapila na sana ako nang magumpisa siyang magsalita
"Just one night, I want to experience a normal life, away from what ifs and buts".then he kissed me on my forehead .
"ARAYYYY!NYX TAMA NA JOKE LANG EHHH". rinig kong daing niya ng higpitan ko ang hawak ko sakanyang leeg .
" who gave you the permission asshole!".
"OUCHHHHHH! SORRY NA NGA EHHHH"
"HINDI NA MAUULIT MASTER,HINDDIIIII NAKOOOKK MAK KAHINGAAAAA!" .he shouted
nang makita kong mukhang mamamatay na nga ang isang to, binitiwan ko na saka siya dali daling lumabas ng kanyang sasakyan.
fuckshit,He was abusive wtf !
we both leave at his car and guiding me to enter his mansyon not far from the ocean, the cool breeze was started to covered my body but still the calmness of the atmosphere was so peaceful.
There are almost five people inside wearing a simple clothes." Welcome Duke" they greet as synchronous, before the scary women enters.
"Priam, what are you doing here bigboy". The women walks towards us to gave priam a hug, " and who is she?". she asked when he already noticed me .
"Ny...".
"My girlfriend"
I cut off when he already introduced me to this old lady in front of us , I saw her () smile before turning her gaze at me.
" Call me granny, nice to meeting you ny.."
"nyx".I continue before accepting her hand and her short hug .
"Big boy, Did you guys done eating dinner, I'll cook".
" granny how many times I told that Stop calling me bigboy , I'll cook okay?". Priam said while following the old lady .
"why? because of her?".The old lady asked "No need to be ashamed my dear". then she laugh genuinely.
naupo kaming dalawa ni granny sa isang malaking lamesa while watching him prepare his needs.
"You know what first time niyang magdala ng. babae dito, Your lucky I hope your love with..."
" We're not in relationship". I cut her off, her face look the same like she was expecting it and waiting me to say it .
tumango lang siya bago ipinunta ang kanyang tingin sa lalaking hindi kalayuan sa aming harapan.
" He's not my son but I love him like he was mine" she said while staring intently to him"Since he was born , I already watching him growing up, I knew him very well ,his life wasn't easy , their world wasn't what you imagine, what you know to him wasn't what he really is, he was so much of everything".she meaningfully stated before turning her eyes directly on my eyes and hold my eyes
"I feel how special you are to him, help him ,tulungan mo siyang makalabas sa kadilimang bumalot na sakanya". unti ubting bumagsak ang iilang butil nang luha sa kanyang mga mata.
How can I even help someone when Im in a darkness too, How can I even help someone when my life wasn't easy too , I'm just surviving because I want to make them pay.
kumain kaming lahat ng sama sama bago kami magtungo sa dalampasigan,We started to walk slowly, both of us we're too silent like no one's willing to start a conversation.
mga ilang minuto pa ang lumipas ng magtigil kami di kalayuan sa mansyon,he starte to collect some dry stick around the sea side and starting to create a fire.
I just watching him doing his things, This angelic man was a totally a mess , totally a monster inside , I can't say his word was powerful but I admit that he was so much powerful than anybody here.
"My life wasn't ordinary like the others". I heard him stated while sitting beside me looking at the sky and gazing at the moon.
"I played hide and seek for real just to survive".
"Those childhood memories I had was my greatest nightmares".I saw his started swallowing hard.
"I just want a normal life like the others but this world is so unfair". His voice slowly changing ,I sense his anger from every word he releases.
"what I mastered are different from the others,from a young age I was totally opened by the other side of world ".inilipat niya ang kanyang tingin sa akin ,his eyes was so deep , I can't read anything ,his presence was also hidden,I met his gaze like his aura was now gaving me shivered.
"I need to let go something just to save my father ,who I thought was the victim of everything ,that nightmare was my biggest regret
naging dahilan ako nang pagkawala nang isang taong walang naging kasalanan". His jaw was already tighten and he was clenching his hand hardly like there was something he wants to release .
tumayo siya at maglalakad na sana palayo nang magumpisa akong magsalita"I lost everything , Isn't more than unfair ?". I blurted out ,I saw him stopped but still he didn't turned around.
"My only way for being alive is to find something, Isn't ironic?". I smilled bitterly without looking at him .
"You never lost someone did you?". I asked but he didn't gave me any response , nakita ko ang unti unting pagluwag nang kanyang mga kamay .
"Everything was so magical ,not until the day na kinuha nila sakin isa isa ang tanging naging pangarap ko ".I blurted out the pain started to chase me again ,I don't want to cry ,I don't want also to look weak, kaya tumayo nako saka naglakad pabalik.
lalamapasan ko na sana siya nang hawakan niya ang aking palapulsuhan at hatakin ako palapit sakanya , I was about to counter his move nang mas mabilisan siyang gumalaw para macorner ako sa kanyang mga bisig and the only thing I knew was he started kissing me slowly.
I was absurbing things when I realized that I closed my eyes too, sisipain ko na sana siya when he blocked my feet.
" You don't know how to kiss ,women". he whispered playfully.
pakiramdam ko ay parang umakyat lahat ng dugo ko sa aking katawan bago, WTF! ako!, Im burning inside I don't if it because of being ashamed or it is because of what he said .
tumakbo na siya palayo sakin when I started chasing him and shouting so hard " WHATTTTT DID YOU SAY PERVERT!". tinawanan niya lang ako habang aliw na aliw akong nakikitang pikon na pikon sakanya.
" DON'T WORRY I STILL LIKE IT ".saad niya saka lalong humalagpos ng tawa habang hawak hawak na ang kanyang tiyan.
"FUCKYOU!".
"FUCKYOUTOO BABYYY!". He responded
SHIT sinasagad niya talaga pasensya ko , nyx calm down 1,2,3 tinigil ko na ang paghabol sakanya bago huminga nang sobrang lalim.
"stay away".I said nang maramdaman kong papalapit siya saakin, I can't control myself anymore baka mapatay ko dito tong lalaking to.
pero imbles ma makinig ay mabilis pa siyang lumapit hanggang sa di ko mamalayang nasa harapan ko na pala siya, I was about to hurt him when he hug me tightly.
"I'm sorry and thankyou for giving me this night".
