Book One: When Stars Align (An ImmortalHD Fanfic)

30. Amnesia

Chapter 30: Amnesia- 5 Seconds of Summer

~•^*^•~ Aleks' POV ~•^*^•~

I snap out of my trance of looking at the picture of Elaine and I when we went to Massachussetts by the start of a truck engine starting and that's when I knew she was gone. I tried to come down and just give her a proper goodbye but I couldn't. It pained me to see her go. So here I am miserable as she probably is moving on and having a new life. I knew she came in my room really fast but I didn't know what. I more than desperately wanted to reach out to her and kiss her one last time. But something in me just couldn't even move. I roll over and place the frame down and notice a piece of paper left on the nightstand. I pick it up and read the words eloquently strewn across the blue lines by ones handwriting I could only recognize as hers.

Dear Aleks,
When I first met you, I was so ready to fight you over a stupid video game that wasn't even for me. But then I remember seeing your face and almost falling to my knees by how much you mesmerized me. I remember how thankful I was when you stopped on the side of the road and picked me up. The whole day I remember falling for you but holding myself back because of someone else. When our lips first met, it felt like the whole world was coming to a stop. I am so grateful for you saving me not only once but twice.
Aleks you were my rock. You still are. Being with you was the only time I've ever been happy. Leaving you behind is the hardest thing I am doing. I more than desperately want to run back into your arms and stay together with you. But I really am hurt by what recently happened. I also am really excited to attend this new school and maybe it's for the best to go our separate ways right now. I mean you're starting up full time at the office and I'm starting my college life. It's not something I can just let go and your job is also very important to you.
I'm sorry that it had to end like this and we couldn't stay together. I fear that once I leave I may never see you again and we may never rekindle our friendship. But maybe when stars align, we'll meet again.

I'm sorry,
Elaine x

I didn't notice I was crying until the tears dropped from my already tear stained cheeks to the paper containing the words of a farewell from the only girl I've ever loved. This was it. My happiness is all over.... And I'm here looking like a mess. I set the paper back down on the bed and did something I hadn't done in a long time. I stood up from the edge of the bed and turned around and got on my knees. I clasped my hands together and bowed my head to pray.

"Dear God. Sorry I haven't been in much contact with you but I need your guidance. Please allow for the end of Elaines letter to hold true. Please allow the stars to align so I can hold her in my arms and call her mine again. It would only mean the world to me. Sorry for such a short prayer but all I want is to have my love back. Thank you, Amen." I open my eyes back up and force a smile.

"Everything's gonna be ok. Stars will align and I'll be full again. I'm ok..... I'm ok."

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