11th Musing

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I don't know a thing about this small guy...

This white shirt he's wearing looks so big on him.

As if he's all bones and skin

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As if he's all bones and skin.
Skin so fair and looking smooth.
Pinkish cheeks from fever and small lips.
Eyes that are so dearly but sad and empty.

A person who I think he's so perfect is lacking in so many ways.

He seems to be broken and ... lonely.
Thus, he is trying to fill those gaps with lust.

What is he needing?
Money? He has a lot.
Fame? No doubts.
Girls? Girls are crazy for him as much as they do for models.
Love? But he doesn't seem to be seeking that. 

"Are we going to stay in this position forever?" He asks

"B ssi... you really make me curious about you. From the day I met you, you were always in my head. It keeps bugging me before sleep, as soon as I wake up, when I see you, when I don't see you... every time."

"Don't. Get famous and stay happy with your girlfriend lowkey. Make love with her. Kiss her. Embrace her. This is what normal is. I ain't"

"So... Sehun can? Sehun can be abnormal with you? Sehun is same with you?"

"Sehun is different"

"How? Because he doesn't have a girlfriend?"

"Stop... you still need to work a lot for your career" he says

I get up and move away from him

"Sorry." I say

"You are quite a type to say whatever it comes to your mind.. are you? You change your confusions, curiosity and doubts into questions even tho you always hesitate at first" he says to me

As always, he is good at judging.

"I will wait outside. Please sleep well B ssi"

"Wait.." he says as he comes down from bed..

Walks towards me.... he tiptoes and.... I know what will happen next....

I'm going to make a mistake.

He kisses me......

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