Muse (ChanBaek)

39th Musing

Daniel groans as he hugs me from behind

"Aren't you sleeping?" He asks

"Imm... gonna shower and go back now"

"Eh! It's 3 in the morning you know. Come on. Stay and let's go to company together. I will drive you there"

"You know that's not how we are ... right?"

"But..."

"No but. Sleep now. I will take shower and go back"

"You are amazing ... as always" he says

"What? Sex?"

"Mainly.. yeah"

"Next time.. I will call you."

"So, there will be next time?"

"Yeah."

"What?? The old B is back!!"

"Go to sleep now"

I say and head into the shower room

Asshole.. he fucked me without a condom
I have to clean it now.. troublesome.

Chanyeol texted me the whole day... and Sehun must have gone crazy for not able to find me.

Hahhhh.... I want to run away.

As expected.. having sex with Daniel... I can't feel any pleasure at all..
Indeed I'm changed.

'I love you'
I can still hear that word from him and... that serious look he has in his eyes.

I miss him.

........................................

After cleaning myself, I go back to my house.

That fucking Daniel... he is so rough.
My back aches like shit.

May be I should really eat healthy huh... I'm getting old and I can't play around like I used to.
My body is denying 😑

But....As soon as I arrive at my house...

"Sehun ya... what are you doing out here?"

Sehun is sitting in front of the gate.. In this cold weather? Just with indoor slipper?

"H...Hyung? *sneeze*"

"What are you doing?"

" *sneeze* waiting... for you"

"Why are you doing this?"

"Because... I can't call you..." He's ... shivering

"What do you want from me?"

"Hyung... *sneeze* can we go in first?"

"Why are you and your father meeting our shareholders secretly? Without my grandmom"

"H....Hyung..."

*sigh* "I was surprised ... you know. At least, I thought you would be the honest one. But... I guess not"

"How... did you.."

"Your father would still see me as a brat just as the day he first met me.

But, from the day I started managing Delight, I kept learning grandmom's businesses.

I have put my people in those companies as my eyes and ears... so, I knew..

Since a long time ago.

But... you are right... I love you... no...

I loved you.

With the mind that you might change or.... you might actually love me....