Muse (ChanBaek)

Musing S2 - 20

As I guessed...
The bed is empty in the morning.
He's gone already.
Without any notes or message behind.

Place he slept is cold already. I think he left early in the morning.

Why did he run to me last night?
Did anything happen?

'No matter what.... don't feel guilty.'

I don't know but.. my heart feels heavy already.
This is suffocating and I definitely know something is off with him.

Very....

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It has been 2 days since that night but...
I feel like everything is back to normal.
I'm busy with my schedule and it was like a dream.
With no another .... chance.

After my schedule, I actually want to go back home but, kyungsoo said he is going to cook for me so...

I can't deny plus....
I'm going to tell him the truth about last night.

About me and B.

I don't want to keep as secret and... I want to let him know....

Aish!!!!

This is suffocating.

Kyungsoo said he wanted to eat subway sandwich so I'm getting some for him before going .

But it was just one night.
Should I just hide it?
It's not like Baekhyun is going to tell him anyway.
What would be better?
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After buying.. I arrive at his condo.

I get out of my car and walk into his condo but.... I stand and stare at the chaos under the condo.

What's happening?

There's an ambulance and they are taking the patient to the car.

Who's.................. I see... Daniel.. running towards the ambulance

Daniel.... then.... the patient is...

I also rush and follow Daniel before he gets into the ambulance

"Daniel!"

"What.. what happened!"

"D.... don't..." he says and about to get into the ambulance

"Please.... I beg you.."

"Follow ***hospital. Wait for me in your car. Don't let Sehun sees you. Just wait there. I will come and tell you everything" he says as he hops onto the car and the ambulance sets off

I run to my car and follow to the hospital.

I... I couldn't see him...
what happens?
Please be safe... please let him be safe... please god... please grant me one wish...
I'm begging you....

Just... let me be safe and I can give up everything... just....

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Daniel's POV

Doctors and nurses take him to the emergency operation room.

I am just left in front of the operation and all helpless... I don't even know what to do... my hands are shaking...

My mind is almost went blacked out when he vomited blood and fainted at my house.

Please.... come back well .....
Please don't leave me B...

"What do you think you are doing?!!" Sehun finally arrives and grab me by my shirt "don't you know today is his treatment session day?! You don't even know this and you took him to your house?!!" He shouts at me

"I.... I was about to take him to hospital."

"You!!!! Don't ever come into his sight again. Don't you dare to. I will not sit back and watch at that time" he says and pushes me

"Do... do you think you can take care of him?" I ask him

"Better than you"

"Then..... do you think ... he's happy with you?"

"Stop talking bullshits... getting better is more important than being happy"

"With that mental stage! With him being like this... he will not get better"

"What?"

"Because he's not with who he wants to" I say

"Shut your mouth. And leave."

"You are killing him" I say

"Don't you ever contact him" he says

I leave him before ... I just can't stand the sight of him anymore plus...

Park Chanyeol is texting me so.. I'm going to his car.
He said he's parked at the underground parking

He looked so worried about B earlier. May be... he's the one who can take care of him for real.
Sehun cannot.
He doesn't have the ability to sooth B's mind and B might get better...

Yes... Park chanyeol ... you are the last hope.

I get into his car and.... that face of his ...

"Is he.... is he okay? How's .."

"He's still in operation room. I couldn't get to see him come out since Sehun told me to leave"

"*sigh* Sehun is already there huh.... thanks god"

"Why are you relief?"

"Because Sehun will take care of him with all he can"

"So... you trust Sehun?"

"Imm...."

"B.... he's..... already over with Sehun . Did you know that?"

"Over? But Sehun said..."

"He lied, Park chanyeol. He lied. He's with his new lover but yes, he still taking care of him. But B is lonely. Even with the help of my presence.... is not helping him very much."

"B is.. lonely?"

"Stop acting dumb park chanyeol. You know he needs you."

"Just... just what is he suffering? Some kind of illness?"

"He... he's..."

"Daniel!"

"Leukemia... he's suffering from leukemia"

"What? Can you like tell more easily? I am not familiar with those terms..."

"It's kind of... blood cancer."

"...............wh...what? Cancer?"

"Yes... nose bleeding, losing appetite, drastic weight lost... body pain and sometimes rash appears. They are all starting. Gladly... we found out early. He's still in first stage of cancer. We can still cure him. His grandma is finding bone marrow doner. He's going through chemotherapy treatment sessions weekly. That's injecting fluids to kill cancer into veins"

"Wait..... please...... wait..."

"But he's only in stage one. He could possibly get better by slowing down the growth. But...."

"But ? "

"He's giving up. His mental.... that's weak. He's not happy.... he needs you"

This is the least thing I could do for you Baekhyun ya....
I just want to save you.
I don't want to lose you.
Even if your surviving leads me to lose you, it would be better than losing you as... never see you again.

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