Muse (ChanBaek)

Musing S2 - 11

Kyungsoo's POV

He's not replying my text.
Is he very into shopping?
Should I call or... cook for him?

Let's see what I have in fridge.

Last night I ask him if he has plan to do that with me.
I know he's not ready but...
*sigh* I have no position to force him either.
He still has B in his mind... like everytime.

He won't know but... he even whines and whimpers in his dream.. and that's his name.... B or.... did he use to call him puppy?

That's why... when I called him puppy.. he got frozen.

I am very devoted to remove that pain from chanyeol. Why am I even like that to a stranger?

We don't know each other personally but, I'm sure we will in the future.
I don't expect him to come back very early.... the timing was bad.

I know this is going to be hurt if I emotionally fall for him right? I should try not to.
He's going to hurt me.. break my heart... throw me away but...

"Yes kyungsoo ! Not falling emotionally. Sex partner would be okay haha" I say to myself

Still I'm going to help him and I will let him use me.
He looks very ... pitiful.
Everyone should be happy but... he looks very hurt.
Deep down I know he's very bright and energetic boy.
What even happened with him and that designer?
Did chanyeol love him so much?
I wonder how it's feel to love someone.

Well, since I'm not currently seeing anyone so... why not try to help him huh.
It will help me kill my time too.

I should shower now.
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*visitor bell rings*

I quickly end my showering and wear my bathrobe

Who's it that ringing the bell nonstop!

I quickly go and look at the intercom..

"Chanyeol ?" I say and quickly open the door

"Ch...... Hmph!"

He dashes towards me and kisses me..

Ah.. what's wrong?
What's with this sudden passionate kisses?
Why is he in rush? Or more like... he's angry..

He takes off my bathrob and drops onto the floor

Ah..like first time being naked in front of him but.... I feel like he's just releasing his anger

He lifts me up and carries me to the bedroom

After dropping me onto the bed ... he unbuckle his belt and unzip

He finally takes out his dick and ....
That looks he has in his eyes.... he lost his self conscious.

"Chanyeol ya... it's been awhile so... I have to loosen it first.."

"Bend"

"Chan.."

"Kyungsoo ya... bend down" he says

I bend down on the bed and giving him my ass

"Chanyeol ya.... please loo..... ahhhh!!!!" He... he really thrusts right away!

"Ahhhh... ch... it... hur...ts... ughh..." he keeps moving in and out... pounding into my ass

"Hngh..... ch...haaa~~"

After the pain... after awhile of suffering... there comes a small pleasure..

"Sunbae" he finally calls and flips me over... "Sunbae.."

"Yes... it's me chanyeol ya.. take out your shirt" I say

He takes out his and... the scene is really... jaw dropping
He looks so ... perfect

He gets onto the bed and... "opens your legs kyungsoo ya"

With that husky and sexy voice ... that luring eyes... how can I deny him? He's so much of my type.

I do as he says and he once again thrusts into mine

Fuck.... did it gets bigger in a few minutes?

"Ha.... haaa~" his pace got slower and he becomes more gentle "k...kiss me.. chanyeol ya"

He leans closer and kisses me as he keeps thrusting in and out

What happened?
I really want to ask .... why are you so... angry and pissed off about?
And why I get the feel that... it's because of that person?

..............

He falls asleep after .... how many rounds was it?

I can't feel my back anymore... very painful that it went numb... haha😅

But still.... I hope his anger goes down a bit.

His mind was very exhausted I think... that's why he's now sleeping peacefully.

We should take warm shower when he wake up.

I am tired too.. I should take a nap first...

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Baekhyun's POV

Why I had to bleed in front of him?
I thought it would be okay since I took a session at hospital yesterday but... did this got worse?

I am starting to feel body aches too.. I should call doctor again.

Please god.. don't let Sehun come to my house today.
He will just worry for nothing again.

'I wake up everyday thinking about how things used to be.. how you used to wake up in my arms... how you were happy with me. I know you were. Please don't deny that'

Yeah... I was...
Happiest in my life...
But, i just can't...

May be I was in bad time to appear in front of him again...
I think he was planning to move on with someone else. I came back too early?
His boyfriend will feel bad if he knows this.

He's still very naive.

His boyfriend is actor Do Kyungsoo huh... I should search up on internet..

Ah... he's only a few months older than chanyeol huh...

At that time... drops of blood come out from nose again...

Aish... again!

I guess cold weather is not for me. It's quite chilly today huh.

...........

After a few minutes, I get back home and.... when I get inside..

"Aw... you are here"

"Where were you?"

"Hongdae"

"Why don't you call me if you want to go outside?"

"Sehun ya.... I don't need you as my nanny or parent."

"Look at your clothes. Do you know how cold is today? Don't you check the weather forecast? Your nose bleed all the way and he saw right?"

"How do..... are you stalking me?"

He takes out his phone and shows me the call list

"He called me. And asked if you are sick or something. Do you really want him to know? Huh! Why do you even meet him?"

"It was .... unexpected."

"Hyung!"

"Sehun ya.. I'm cold now and I can feel pain in my bones so... will you let me rest first?"

"I will bring warm milk." He says

"Thank you"

I say and head to my room first and lie down on my bed

This is so painful.
I don't know what is more painful...
My body or.... my heart...
I hope he moves on completely soon.

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