Muse (ChanBaek)

Musing S2 - 2

Author's Note

As per from yesterday's chapter, I can see many of you guys not happy about Kyungsoo character. For your information, I'm Exo-L and kyungsoo was my first bias in Exo. I want you all to know that, this is just fanfic and it has nothing to do with their real life.
I hope my readers understand what my point is and understand and see this as just a fanfic.
And don't forget this is ChanBaek fic. The plot may develop and start with different ships but, this will be a ChanBaek in the end.

Love you all! Enjoy!

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"I think...... I won't be able to love again... neither it's men ... nor women. I just... don't want to suffer again" I say

I don't even know why I'm telling and opening up to sunbae

May be he looks like trustworthy and he also told me his secret may be.

"Isn't it boring then? Living this life. Not falling in love."

"All I get from love is not fun either."

"Then you should try again. I mean...start new.. with someone new." He says

"Should I?"

"Yeah. You are worth more than what your last relationship had made you suffered. You are worth more than that chanyeol ya.
You are handsome, talented, hardworking... better people are out there for you."

But right now, there is someone who is telling me I'm worth it.

2 years ago, I was told that, I'm not talented, I'm not rich or popular... and that I steal someone's lover.

"May be that new one might already be near  you... already.. haha" he says and jokes

"Is that so? Then I should try again huh" I say

"Of course. Give it a try. Don't try to involve too much emotionally."

"Nae.. so eat now sunbae nim"

"Haha.. I was too much into the talk. Why am I very comfortable with you?"

"I feel the same too.... and... sunbae nim.."

"Hmm?"

"Sunbae nim too... meeting someone already?"

"Why? You want to ask me out?"

"Noo! I mean... I'm just curious since there are no you know... rumours or scandals"

"Ehh... you don't have to say no that seriously..."

"Sorry..."

"No, I am not going out with anyone currently. Wanna ask me out?"

"Stop joking sunbae nim"

"And stop calling me sunbae nim.. call me kyungsoo ya"

"Eh.... but it's..."

"No 'but' .... just call me"

"Nae"

Kyungsoo sunbae is quite a good guy huh.
I feel like, we are getting closer.
It's great.
I feel less lonely.

I haven't visited my parents too often in past years, ever since, they were against my breaking up with Jiah.

And I have moved out from the apartment that, Byun Baekhyun had given me plus the car too. I returned everything back to Delight.