It has been two years. Two years that someone who used to be so important in my life has disappeared in a thin air.
Did I reach out? Did I find him?
No.
I didn't.
The last day was.... at the hospital. I doubt myself... no, I accept myself that, I didn't love him for real.
We weren't in love but , we just met for some good reasons and bad at the same time. Like right person, wrong time.
After 6 months he left, my contract with Delight got over and, I received many offers from other companies.
So, I didn't renew my contract with Delight.
I'm currently being contracted with SM entertainment as model and actor.
And I met a lot of actors in this company and... I began to have many.. friends.
From time to time, I do wonder if, they are doing well.
If he's.... well. It would be a lie if I say I didn't miss him. Because ..... Every beautiful thing reminds me of him. And if it's not because of Delight .. or him, I wouldn't be in today's place.
Even after a year I resigned from Delight... I was known as B's Muse.
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But now, people call me Actor Park chanyeol.
If we ever .... if.. only if we ever meet again. I would thank him properly.
Even tho we ended... I owed him a lot.
Plus, I broke up with Jiah for good too. She also finally let go of me and, started again. Her current boyfriend is a doctor so, they two match. I'm happy for her. Sincerely.
"Chanyeol ya... why are you spacing out that much? Unlike you"
"Aww... Sunbae..."
"Shall we go and eat lunch now?"
"Nae~ sorry, I was thinking deep"
"What? Thinking about your ex?"
"Haha.. no way"
"Boring.. what shall we eat?"
"As you want Kyungsoo Sunbae"
Eh... when I first arrived to SM, Do Kyungsoo sunbae was the first to approach me. He's best actor from SM and he helps me out a lot, this and that.
