Muse (ChanBaek)

Musing S2 - 4

"Can't I?" Kyungsoo sunbae asks

"No.. I mean... of course, you can. Please use my bed. I will sleep on couch"

"Ehh... how can I do that? We are both men... let's sleep together. We can talk the whole night. Right?"

"Imm sure"

I shouldn't be... worry about him right?
Either way, someone will definitely be there beside him.
He's loved by so many people anyway.
And, I believe Sehun won't do such thing.
Sehun won't leave him.

"Chanyeol?"

"Aww. Nae?"

"Should I help you wash the dishes? You are spacing out again"

"No no... I will do it"

"Can I play some song?"

"Sure sunbae"

"It's kyungsoo... and what song are you currently into?"

"Hmm... it would be Jet Lag by Exo-SC"

"Ahh... I know it. Chanyeol ya... you are so easy to guess even from your favourite song"

Easy to guess huh....

'If it was Seoul
I would be in a taxi.. Speeding to your door front I wait to go there
I really want to hug you...' - Jet Lag lyric

Think back, me and him didn't get to take a single photo.
Ah, only the one back in Jeju museum opening.
He used to put him and Sehun's photo on the table.
May be I should have known that.... Sehun was his final choice

With all messed up thoughts, I finish washing dishes and see Kyungsoo sunbae sitting in living room playing songs

"Want to rest now?" I ask

"Eh.. isn't it too early? Don't you want to treat me some wine?"

"Why not?" I say and bring wine bottle and cups And go sit beside him

"Did you happen to make you stress more?" He asks

"No.. why?"

"I don't know. You seem to space out more after I mentioned his name"

"No... here" I give him a cup "Cheers" I say and we give a toast

"A toast for what? Our first night?" Kyungsoo says

"You always say jokes with  a sincere look on your face. People might take it for real"

"But I'm sincere right now. Can't we call this our first night? We are going out anyway"

"Right... is that mean we are dating?"

"Haha... of course. That's why... use me to forget things... or people ... or feelings or... even a person"

"What if you get hurt?"

Second time I ask him....

He moves towards me and lean his small body in my chest.

"That's okay."

"All I think from the morning where I open my eyes till the night where I finally close my eyes... is him. And he might still appear as a nightmare.

Will you be really okay?"

"Well, my duty is to make you forget. Remember?"

He looks up me... too... close...
our faces... are close...

"Actually ... I am very bad with relationships and ...  flirting" he says "because I look too... emotionless"

He's saying yet.... I feel like he's a master of flirting
His face features are a total opposite from .... baekhyun
Even tho they have short and small figures,