Muse (ChanBaek)

Musing S2 - 15

The wedding takes place well and very organised.
Jiah has finally found really well-off life partner after all.

Sehun looks at me and "she looks nice" he says

"I know right" I say

Seeing one of your best friends getting married is quite a good feeling huh.
Feeling that we all are grown up.
Only 3 best friends but... I don't see me or Sehun having this kind of wedding..

The only girl in our group of friends.. a small group.
Was my girlfriend once... but I'm here to celebrate her with all of my heart.

I am happy for her.
I wish I can be happy for ..... some certain people too.
Sehun... kyungsoo sunbae and.... Him.

Whoever he ends up with.... I'm willing to congrats him with al....

But.... will I?
Not very ready yet....

I'm glad I have sunbae now.
Sunbae is so strong that I can lean on.
He's understanding everything for me.
I should become someone he can lean on.

"C..chanyeol ya!" Kyungsoo calls me "what are you doing? Go! They are waiting for you" he says

I quickly rush to Jiah for photoshoot.
Me, Jiah and Sehun.
she called us that she could take photo of us.
Rare... but this photo will be precious.

I can see... B talking with kyungsoo.
I wonder what are they talking.
And... B always has a facial expression of mocking and looking down while he's talking even tho he's not doing intentionally.

I'm worried... what are they saying?
After that, B left the wedding hall.

"So... Jiah ya.. have a great honeymoon and.. me and chanyeol hoped you enjoy our present. See you when you are free.. I will excuse myself now" Sehun says and rushes out of the hall too.

Of course... he followed B.

"Please accept our present and use it well Jiah ya... and you too" I say to both Jiah and her groom.

"Thank you chanyeol ya. Tell Sehun too. We will meet and have lunch together one day" she says

"Sure. Tell your actor friend too. That thanks for coming."

"Imm.. enjoy your honeymoon" I say and go to kyungsoo sunbae

"Did you wait long?" I ask

"No.. not at all"

"Shall we go back now?"

"Sure."

I want to ask him... what did you two talk about?

"You guys really seem to be close" kyungsoo says

"Yeah. Me too. I just realised it today.. or the day she said she's getting married"

"When people got closer to that level... Everyday basic conversations are not needed. What proves their friendship is... being there for each other in certain time, occasions or difficulties."

"Kyungsoo ya... I think I might end up relying on you and... follow you a lot" I say

"Why?"

"Because I can see many reasons to love you"

"Please do. Chanyeol ya. Please love me a lot"

"Imm .... and kyungsoo ya...."

"Hmm?"

"Wh.... nothing. Shall we go back home? Or do you want to eat out?"

"How about you?"

"I don't know. As you wish kyungsoo ya"

"Hmm... let's go out and eat"

"Sure"

I bet... he doesn't want to tell me.

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Baekhyun's POV

"Hyung... are you feeling better today?"

"Imm ... I guessed"

"Are you going back home?"

"No. Drop me at Daniel's"

"Hyung... I can take care of you. You know? I'm here. I'm here for you. Rely on me please. I am ready to take care of you"

"Sehun ya... your lover, that model is in Korea now. Go meet him. Go on dates."

"Is that important to you? No.. do you think that's important to me? Dating?"

"Then what? Just be beside me and what if .... what if I'm gone?"

"Gone?" He suddenly pulls over "look hyung! What you are suffering... we found out that very early. You know that? That is.. we found out in very early stage. We can cure that. We can. Your grandma.. you know how much she's working on to find that? You know how people around you are fighting for you and .... and you are just here... giving up? Gone?"

"Drive. To Daniel's place"

"Aish!!!"he says and punches the steering wheel

I don't know.. can we even? 

Aw... Do kyungsoo.. huh.
I don't know if he's naive or... overly smart or sneaky.
Overall he's a good guy ... I guess...

..............
Earlier in wedding hall

"Do Kyungsoo ssi?" I say

"Nae."

"I'm just going to be blunt. Are you two going out?"

"Yes. We are. Why? Is that still bothering you?"

"Still? Then he must tell you already huh"

"Nae... not thoroughly but, I know to some extents too"

"That's good. Then take care of him. He's a lot softer than he looks. He can be broken up easily. And... "

"Do you think I wouldn't know those or.... do you want to show that you know him better than me?"

"Seem like I offended you Do kyungsoo ssi"

"No. I'm very much happy to hear your concerns. We are really...really happy with each other. I hope B ssi, would happy for him too"

"I have always wishing for him to be happy. So, of course.. I'm glad"

"Then you shouldn't be worrying about him anymore. Because I will be there for him. I Adore him, love him, give him care that, he didn't get from whoever he wanted to get...so, I wish you stay out of his sight as much as possible too"

"Why are you worried that he might not be over me?"

"......."

"Your relationship seem so fragile if you are worrying about someone from the past"

"I'm not. We are not.  It's very obvious that, you don't matter to him anymore anyway"

"Of course. It's nice talking to you Do Kyungsoo ssi. So, please excuse me"

.............

'I Adore him, love him, give him care that, he didn't get from whoever he wanted to get...so, I wish you stay out of his sight as much as possible too'

Didn't get from who he wanted to get huh...
May be, Do Kyungsoo ssi ... you are cunning.

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