"Get yourself together sunbae... sunbae?" He is totally wasted huh... he's not waking up
"He came alone, thanks god someone is picking him up" a bartender says
"Ah.. Nae.."
"By the way... you are Park Chanyeol ssi right?"
"Nae.."
"Omg... I'm your fan.."
"Thank you" I say ... ewwww... awkward!
But look at kyungsoo sunbae.. he's all drunk.. and, I want to ask him why he has to be drunk this much but still... i know it's because of me
I carry him out of the bar and to my car... And... please ..don't tell me B is mad..
He's not right? . . . . . . I am driving to sunbae's house to send him back...
"Didn't you say you will be okay? Why you have to be drunk like this sunbae? It is making me bad" I say to him but... he's not waking up
I'm sorry... I'm sorry sunbae... It's all because of me.
......
After arriving at his house, I carry him to his bed...
"I'm sorry..sunbae... sleep well" I say and about to leave but....
He suddenly holds my hand.... "Sunbae.."
"D...don't go.." he says.. and as he's lying down... his tears fell down "don't go... please stay with me tonight.... please... for tonight.."
"Why.. why are you crying..."
"Why it can't be me?"
"Sunbae.."
"Why? What do I lack?"
"No.... you don't lack anything.."
"Then.. why it has to be him?"
"I'm ... so sorry"
"It hurts... it really hurts chanyeol ya... I want to be with you now..."
"I'm sorry for leading you to this.... I'm sorry ..."
"Just... for tonight... stay with me.."
"Sunbae.."
"Please chanyeol ya... p..please"
"Su..sunbae.."
As He holds my hand... he touches my hand with his cheek... I can feel his tears.
"Imm.. sleep well... I'm here" I say
As I sit beside his bed... he keeps holding my hand and falls asleep
Oh my.... B is going to be very mad...
Should I text him?
Ahhhh.... I left my phone in my car.. I will just go back when sunbae falls asleep.
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Baekhyun's POV
It's 4am now.... he's not coming back.. or...
He won't anymore?
I shouldn't have... trust him. Yes... he has already moved on. How can he probably wants to come back to me.. who's a .... cancer patient..
Right?
I'm a dead man already. He would just choose someone who can be with him for a long time right?
My body feels cold... and every ends of my bones hurt... Is that how I explain my pain? I don't know anymore...
Sitting in the living room waiting for him... still... waiting...
What kind of false hope did he give me? A fragile promise? Or...
May be all promises are fragile..
*passcode beeps*
And....
He finally comes back....
"B....." yes... he looks guilty "what.... did you cut yourself?"
Ah... yeah... I threw all the cups, vases, plates ... onto the floor and broke them...
It's a mess.. the floor is full with broken glasses...
"This... is your answer?" I ask
"What?"
"The final one you chose is.... him?"
"No! No.... I don't... choose him... look... he was drunk and.."
"And you run to him"
"B.."
"Yeah... who would want to waste their time with a cancer patient... huh?"
"Byun baekhyun!"
I can't help but.... cry.... I need him so much... I'm so scared...
"I needed to take my responsibility since ... I hurt him... I need to clean my mess... so that, you and me, can finally be together... if I chose him from the start, I won't even... come to the hospital! I won't even want to know what's happening to you...
How many time should I need to say.. that it is always YOU!
And how will you believe me?"
"........I... I don't know...... I'm scared... *cries*"
"Oh my ... you are such a baby" he says and he walks towards me carefully since there are glasses pieces everywhere
"Come" he says as he finally embraces me "you are the only one that I want to embrace"
"Stupid... you are so stupid"
"Nae nae..... I'm your stupid boy. Thank you for waiting me without calling anyone else"
"Who do you think I'm.."
"Mine .. of course.. shall we go and sleep? You haven't slept and me too.."
"No..."
"Hmm?"
"Kiss me.."
"You are so sexy.." he says and pulls me closer... I sit on his lap and...
"Stay with me... till the end.." I say
"I love you" he says and kisses me..
His hands go under my shirt and... he caresses my body..
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Fuck.... I Want him so much..
My hands reach to his shirt buttons and... start unbuttoning them..
He breaks the kiss and... "no.. we can't.. I mean.. your body.. still can't"
"I just want to see you... shirtless"
"Then, let's go to bed.. let's cuddle shirtless"
He's driving me crazy... yes... he's mine... He will always be mine..
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