Everything goes silent at the moment... I could hear the rain sound... our breathes.. my heartbeats... And his.
He's ... finally in my arms... finally... how much I have waited for this moment... just how long? Home.... he feels like home.
"What are you doing?" He says
I hug him gently yet...firmly...
And....
And... At that time.... Kyungsoo's face flashes in my head....and I quickly let him go
"....s...sorry..." No matter how much I control myself... I keep losing my mind everytime I'm with him. "Just... just leave"
He stares at me for awhile.... with those..puppy eyes.... fuck...
"Don't....."
He tiptoes and.... kisses me... I might really lose myself now... again.
I push him away... "B..."
"Let's get all wrong tonight. Just for tonight. Let me stay in your arms chanyeol ya.."
Yes... I give up...
I cup his face and draw him close and kiss him
His arms wrap around my neck and deepen our long lost kisses
I lift him up and carry him to my bed while kissing
I drop him gently on bed and... "I miss you.... I always... every time... everywhere I go.... I can't just get you out of my mind.... call me crazy .... B... I really do... miss you"
I can't help but.... tears come out... how bitchy... I hate myself
"Why are you crying.." he asks as he wipes my tears..and kisses me
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"Let's not spend tonight being sad ... okay?" He says
"Imm."
.........................
We cuddle in my bed and... finally this bed feel warmer.
"How was Paris?" I ask
"It was great. I wish to visit again... no... I wish to live there .."
"Then why not? Why do you come back?"
"Sounds like you didn't want me to"
"Noo..."
"Hee hee... Just kidding. I had to."
"Had? Did ...no... is something happening?"
He couldn't answer my question... yes or no... isn't it easy?
