Muse (ChanBaek)

Musing S2 - 23

"Chanyeol ya... where have you been? And.... why aren't you replying my texts and calls? Is something wrong??" 

"Sunbae.."

"Why? What's wrong?"

I asked him to meet at cafe... to sort things clear.
And....
I'm finally facing him .... and.... Just how to....

"Did something wrong chanyeol ya?" He asks again

"B.... actually... he is suffering from some kind of cancer"

"Oh...chanyeol ya... I'm very sorry to hear that..."

"No... it's okay.. and.... I'm sorry sunbae...I am very sorry.."

"Chanyeol ya?"

"I.... sunbae.... I think...... I..."

"You want to go back to him?"

My eyes widen by his.... words..
he's very straightforward.
I feel more guilty

".......... I'm sorry.."

"Imm.... you don't need to... I have guessed that anyway I mean...."

"Sunbae.."

"I am really jealous you know. To think, he has best lover beside him... a best lover who is you. And you who can never be mine.... well, I had been against the emotional attaching relationship anyway.... but... why do I feel like.....haha.... I'm sorry chanyeol ya. I'm quite busy today so, I will go back first"

"Wait....sunbae... please... don't be like this.."

"We are really okay chanyeol ya. Nothing will change between us. You will always be my best hoobae.... take care Chanyeol ya.." he taps on my shoulder and leave

This is.... not something I expected..
He's really sad... I can see that.
Will he be really okay?

Message - 'I'm back at my house' - B

What???
He discharged already?
What the .... heck!
His grandma might be very worried .. fuck

I hurry back to his house.
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Baekhyun's POV

"B!!!" He barges into my house ...

Really?
Does he really need to rush?

"Want some tea?" I ask

"Why..... why did you discharge??"

"I hate the smell of hospital. In case you didn't know that. I don't stay more than one day.. or may be half day"

"But...."

"Can you stop treating me like a patient?"

He finally goes silent... And staring at me..

"Come and sit. Let's have a warm tea" i say

He comes and sit at the table and... "I... ended up with him" he says

"Oh.... that fast?"

That was ... unexpected ....
I thought he's in love with that actor already

"So... please accept me to stay beside you" he says

He's still being a naive kid when he's with me.

"Well, what's lunch then?"

"Ah... wait a moment. I will cook something that you can eat well.... just wait.."

He rushes to cooking and... he's cute.

Ah man... I don't want him to get hurt.
But what if I couldn't make it from recovering?
What if.... what if I get to leave this life?
What if you are left behind alone?