Muse (ChanBaek)

21st Musing

The time he blushes when I tell him he's pretty... I think I'm more than sure about my feelings now.

"Is that a request?" He asks me about staying here until night

"It's a wish"

"Always a perfect answer huh"

"Only because you are special"

"Ya... stop" he says

"Okay okay... you can eat peaceful now. After this.. you can watch TV or lie down or do whatever you want"

"Okay... can I get pen and paper? I want to sketch"

"Sure. I will give you after lunch"
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After I do my dishes... I can see him sitting on the coach and outlining his designs

I go and sit beside him quietly watching him focus on his work

"How can you have very long arms?" He says

"These?" I say and stretch out my arms

"Aw.... very long" he says "broad shoulder too...long legs.. and.."

"Perfect?" I ask

"Aigoo... someone is very full of himself.. how gross"

"Mean again" I say "I sometimes miss my part-time jobs.. I could let myself be busy"

"I see... Truth is I have accepted some music video shooting for you. You have to act"

"Haha... would be so bad" I say

"Better try than never"

"I want to know one thing"

"What's it?"

"Are you always like... smart like this? Think for situations and outcomes..make nice clothes"

"I don't know... I don't even know how I'm doing"

"You are impressive"

He shakes his head saying no...

"I wish you would spend night with Me" I say

"Seems like your wish becomes bigger"

"I know right.. I should stop" I say "ah... you know, I thought you were a staff when I first saw you at changing room"

"Aww...hahaha.. I know right... you were the only one who talked down on me that day"

"I was shocked when I found you on stage.. shining brighter than anyone in that hall.. you were gorgeous that day... Silver hair, calm face, eye make up... everything was perfect"

"Naive"

"You like it? Me being naive"

"Boya... suddenly"

"Just to make you happy. Are you happy right now?"

His puppy eyes look at me... "I am" he answers

"Puppy" I call him and his eyes get more sparkles..., ah.... I wanna kiss him... too bad

"Does your wish still count?"

"Which ....one?"

"Stay... for tonight...."

"I.....I ...will go take shower now" I say and quickly come into my room

My heart beating is so fast... I.. huuuu.... calm down park chanyeol.... calm down!
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After I showered... he said he would too and went inside the bathroom