Muse (ChanBaek)

25th Musing

"It's unusual that you ask me to see. What's it? Does something happen?" Ji-ah asks

I ask him to meet at my restaurant because I want to ....

"Ji-ah ya"

"Aww"

"I'm sorry...."

"Ya... what's wrong?"

"I.... I'm ....." I clench my fist, this is too cowardly.

"I'm in love with someone else"

She... really froze..... her shocked eyes.

I will be punished by the heaven for sure.
For using her trust and.... for betraying.

"I'm sorry" I say and bow down my head.

"Is that so....... a model? An actress?"

"That's...."

"It doesn't matter right? We two are for the future. We all are allowed to play around when we are young. And we two will just end up in the end"

"Ji ah ya..."

"I understand your situation, your work and ... the environment you are in. Plus, I'm very cold to you and didn't give you what you want.

I can understand chanyeol ya. Even tho I'm quite shock and wonder who that woman is.

Because in the end, you and me will just be together."

This... isn't what I expected.
I expected her to get angry, shout and swear at me or.. slap or splash with water.

But what's it?

"Ji-ah ya...."

"I'm sorry that I lack.. affections towards you. I was so driven by the career and to make a living, for our future. But tell me one thing,

You are not serious right? It's just a swayed of mind, right?"

What should I even say?
That I'm in love with... A man?

"I will go now. Tell aunty that I'll come tomorrow night" she says and quickly rush out of my restaurant.

This is not, what I planned.

*ph ringing*

C - aww! B ssi

B - When are you coming back?

'Aish... he's so cuteee..'

C - I'm at my restaurant... I will come back now. Is there anything you want me to grab

B - imm... I'm hungry

C - aww.. what would you like to have?

B -  pizza or salad

C -  I will buy Hawaiian pizza

B - okay. Be quick... I'm really hungry

C - yes sir.

We end the call and.... he's so cuteeee I mean.... he's cuter than ever

I quickly rush to pizza shop to grab his favourite pizza

I stayed at his house, since that incident. It's now nearly a month.

Since Sehun last came to B's house. They don't seem to get contact after that day. B doesn't say a word about him either.

Just like this, I stayed beside him. He has been working on his next seasonal collection and seems like he's putting his mind into work to forget some things.