Oof and oof {ereri} [depressed Levi x eren]

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Levi POV
When we got back to erens home I saw doctor jeager and mikasa sitting at the table

I was really struggling to see

"Hi dad" eren said happily

He was obviously really happy to see his dad

I nodded at them Meaning hello

"Umm dad levi has lost his glasses will it be alright if you get him a pair" eren said

He looked at me

"Sure I'll book an appointment up for you" he said to me

"Thank you" I said in my usual monotone voice

"Anyway I've informed the school about your both situation and I was thinking what if I took the day off and we all went to the mall and bought some stuff for both of you and also your detentions you've all got are gone" he said

I nodded

We all got into the car and drove off

We got to the mall

I bought a bunch of clothes

Mostly black ripped jeans and oversized hoodies and some shorts for summer

I bought a Beenie aswell

Mikasa got a bunch of stuff too

Eren bought me a skateboard

After that doctor jeager took me to the opticians

They explained that I needed glasses permanently and shit like that

Then they gave me some glasses

I still hated them but I could see better

"How about we all go out for some lunch" he said To all of us

We went to this restaurant

"What do you all want" Doctor jeager said

Eren and mikasa told him the order

"I don't feel very hungry I had breakfast only a little while ago" I said

Eren looked at me concerned

So did mikasa

"Can I just have a water please" I then said

He nodded and then went and ordered

Leaving me eren and mikasa

"Levi you barely ate any of the breakfast" eren said.

"I'm just not very hungry" I said

"Your never hungry" mikasa mumbled

I looked to the ground

It's true though I am hungry in fact I'm starving

It's just every time I put food near my mouth i feel like I could immediately throw it up

I try to eat as much as I can but that is very little.

I fell disgusted by myself

Each day I look at myself all I see is bone

The only thing I really like eating is reeses chocolate

There not a lot but not To little

The waitress brought some bread to the table

It made me feel sick

They looked at me then at the bread

I took a piece of the bread.

I pulled a piece off and placed it in my mouth

I chewed it for a few seconds

Until I was finally able to swallow it

That thing called swallowing is really hard for me

It makes me feel worried about how it would make me look

I don't understand it

Sorry this has taken so long been at school and shit