Laura POV:
I was sitting at the porch reading "Each Kindness" Which was a short book and i loved it since i was 5. I still read it. After i finished reading thelast page, i put the book down, and stared at the field. And there sits a boy, named Ross Lynch. Haha my own story. I've been lookign at him for like ages! How can he possibly just sit there and do nothing!? Is that was depression is? Than i remembered my mom. I miss her so much. I started to stare again at him. He was just facing foward like i was. Same position. I was facing his back. Well he always sat like that. he sits there like theres no tomorrow. But i understand. Maybe i'll visit him again? Another visit wont hurt. I started to walk towards him and i got close, and sat by him.
"Hey..." I said, and looked at me. Than he just turned his head away.
"I want to ask you something." He says in his quiet voice. Than i nod.
"Why do you sit next to me and hang with me? Is there something that you want?" He asks, but not in a mean way. A kind way.
"No.. I don't want anything. I just want to be here..." I lied. i actually don't know why im here. That was a good question though.
"Oh.. Okay." He says with a weak smile.
"So.. why do you like to sit here so much?" i ask him.
"Well...I don't look foward to life. So i just sit here all alone. I'm not going anywhere. So why not sit here? Theres nothing better to do in my life." He says with a shrug at the end. Oh wow. He must be so sad right now. No.. He must be sad ALL the time.
"Oh.." I said shocked. I decided to do something.
"Hey. How about we go to the beach!" I suggested.
"Are we going to swim.." He asks.
"Nope!"
"Okay good. I dont know how to swim.." He says shyly. How adorable. He doesn't know how to swim. Plus hes so shy! I shrug and get up from the grass. He gets up as well.
~At the beach~
"So.. what do you...Oh..."
"Hm?" He says turning around.
"I spaced out.." I respond. He nods as we both just keep looking at the waves go woosh woosh woosh! I just really like that sound! We were sitting on the sand, hugging our knees, looking at the waves. I began squishing my feet into the sand.
"Whats the deal about your parents anyways..." I ask, loosing trail of my question.
"They are just... I dunno. I guess they don't love me. I'm not even sure if it exist. I'm actually.. afraid of love."
Hes what?
"Your what?"
"Afraid of love." He says shyly.
"But why?" I ask him we turn around and face eachother.
"I'm afraid to risk breaking my heart again..." he says. Oh.. I can understand that... I never seen him smile though. I know this is completely irelevant but i never seen him smile before.
"Oh... I see... Who was the first one to break your heart?" I blurted out, realizing what i just said. Ah.. too late to go back now. Than i noticed he was tearing up.
"My parents..." His voice cracked. I was surprised. I never thougth your own parents can break your heart... Out of nowhere he started to cry. I never seen a boy cry. but it looks so sad. No.. So... Depressing. I pulled him in for a hug while he sobbed on my chest. You might think its weird but its so sad where i'm sitting.
"Shh.. I'm sorry if i asked.." I said softly. then he whsipered,
"Its Fine. Its not your fault anyways. Its Love's fault. "
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Love Does Exist. (Raura) - COMPLETED
FanfictionLaura never knew anything about love. She has never fallen in love, and says its just a waste of time. (In this story, Vanessa doesn't exist). Then, a boy and his parents move in.His name was Ross lynch. He was always depressed because nobody loved...
