30th May 2020
Tom
I sit down onto the sofa, a cup of tea in my hand steadily holding it.
I wonder How Y/N Is?
I messed everything up. I should stop thinking about it but everything keeps reminding me of him.
Why?
But I mean.
I could look on a brighter side, what if he wanted to make the first move or just tease me.
He probably wanted to make the first move.
But I probably scared him off.
Okay but he's looked at me so hopefully today like I didn't.
But I need to think he probably wanted to be the first move.
I did research on what he meant by Power Bottom. It was in the song he sent.
Okay, I'll just wait for him to make the first move.
I need to stop.
I just stayed hidden in my room for like 13 hours after that. He probably thinks I hate him.
He just wants to be the Power Bottom not that difficult to get through your head, Tom.
I TURN 24 IN A DAY.
The thought crosses my mind I choke on my tea, realising the age gap only will get larger.
It's not long till he turns 17 though I wonder what that will be like.
Okay. Breathe.
Don't Panic-.
SHIT PANIC HE'S COMING DOWNSTAIRS.
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