To Love Me| Tom Holland x Male Reader

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My eyelids part waking up. I feel a heavy thing on me and the feeling of something breathing, I have to breathe with extra force.

I look down towards my chest to a sight that makes me smile. I see Tom sleeping onto of me. His strong arms around me holding me tight, mine on top of him holding him closer.

I recall what happened yesterday. I made the move and Tom responded. He pushed himself into the kiss wanting more from it.

Finally. FINALLY, I'm WITH TOM HOLLAND. It's so easy just to think all this stuff without saying it out loud, I sigh and slowly move my hands up his back to his head.

My fingers feel his soft locks and run into them. I play with his hair in a calming way.

We just fell asleep after I made the first move, didn't we. Well, I couldn't have it any other way. Tom holding me like I'm his little bottom, my arms pulling my top closer to me.

I sigh in content.

Flashback

Tom lowers himself out of the plank and onto me, pulling his arms around me, holding me closer.

"Hey-Hey Y/N?" Tom stutters out increasing my attention to him.

"Yes, Tom?" I answer sincerely letting him ask the question or say what he wanted to.

Tom looks to me with hopeful puppy-eyes and starts to open his move to say something. He gets stuck on his words then takes a breath," Nothing, just not now," Tom ends quickly looking away from my eyes.

I close my eyes taking in every emotion of the moment. I feel his heartbeat because of the proximity. I hear the rhythmic beat and start to feel sleepy.

I yawn," Tom I'm gonna sleep for abit right here, Night," I say starting to fall asleep. Even though it wasn't night.

End Of Flashback

He's so cute like this. I sigh once again just slowly holding him close.

It's so calm. It's perfect.

Tom

I wake up and see someone underneath me then recall what happened yesterday. I smile remembering all the smallest details.

Y/N made his first move. And it was amazing the way he kissed me was so confident, I wanted so much more.

I want so much more.

My smile grows larger. Moving my eyes up to see his awake eyes I hear his calm yet quick heart rate.

"Morning Tom," Y/N greets as I feel his fingers run through my hair calming me. Our eyes meet then I smile but look away realising I probably kept him for an hour or something.

"Morning Y/N, sorry for keeping you here," I apologise to him for keeping him here.

"Hey, Tom. I'm not pissed it was only like half an hour. You made it feel like 5. 5 quick minutes." Y/N responds quickly, making me smile even more.

Damn, I love this boy.

"Do you wanna get up-"

"No. No, I don't, I just wanna hold you as close as possible," I say pulling him in even tighter.

"Okay, Tom I like this, make me feel so loved," Y/N says making blush.

"Let's please just stay here. I don't wanna go," I say in my best child holding him even tighter.

"Your so cute," Y/N says nodding.

This is so. Perfect.

I Love This Boy.