One in a Million

Chapter 36

Zayn's POV

I was in hysterics bawling over the news that Taylor had just told me on the phone, Kendra passed away during her surgery.

I couldn't even believe it, I was so sure that she would be okay too and now she was gone. From this world. Dead.

I was screaming into my pillow, not even knowing what to do with myself. Harry was repeativley dialing her cell phone but no one seemed to answer, she must really of passed away..

The boys were all in shock, so was Paul. No one had any idea on what to say to me, all they kept doing was rubbing my back and saying everything would be alright. But I knew it wouldn't be.

What was the point in living without her? I knew I didn't know her for long but she meant the whole entire world to me. I didn't want to go on with life without her.

"Please Zayn, don't do anything stupid," Liam said, almost like he was reading my mind.

I hated lying to the boys, "I won't."

But they wouldn't let up, they made the guilt of me lying build up, "promise us," Harry added.

I didn't want to say it because I knew the promise would be broken at some point, but I didn't want them to worry "I promise."

"Good. Now we'll leave you alone, okay?" Harry and the rest of them walked away, I'm glad that they knew I needed to be alone.

After they shut the door from my room, I got up from bed and walked over to the a desk and took out paper and pen. I began to write down my suicide letter, letting everyone know that it wasn't their fault, just simply that I couldn't live without Kendra.

When I was finished, I sulked over to the window that overlooked London from 40 floors up.

Between my loud sobs, I freed open the large window and could hear the loud swishing of cars and could see bright lights that overwhelmed my blurry eyes.

I stepped out onto the window balcony, careful that I wouldn't fall, not yet at least. My hands were shaking uncontrollably and I could feel the emptiness in my heart.

I took a deep breath and shut my eyes tight, "now we will be together, forever," I whispered right before I jumped off the balcony, tumbling to my death.