One in a Million

Chapter 14

Chapter 14

Zayn's POV

"You have what?" My voice cracked as I heard the terrible news. How could she have cancer? Will she even survive? Is it curable? So many questions were running through my mind, I could not loose Kendra, I loved her.

"Cancer, there now you know!" She said as her eyes got watery. I fought so hard to keep the tears from streaming down my face but I doubt they'll hold back.

"Kendra.." I said with a hush. Everything seemed different now. The color of the walls surrounding us, the amount of water in the bed, my heart. Everything turned cold, leaving me with a feeling of emptiness.

"I'm going to die Zayn," she whispered, hot tears fell down her beautiful face. I felt my stomach drop as she said those 5 simple words, they had more effect on me than anything before.

"No," I demanded, I wouldn't let that happen. "What do you need? Tell me, I will get it for you."

"I need surgery!" She screamed, I wiped away her tears before I felt her face dig into my chest. "I need 8,000 dollars for it. You know how hard that is to get? Pretty fucking hard!" She was going off but I tried to calm her by stroking her hair back.

8,000 dollars? That would be simple to make with even just one concert. I could even just hand her that kind of money, I doubt she'd accept it though. "I have a way to make that much.." I almost forgot that she still doesn't know I'm in One Direction. It still blows my mind that she has no idea.

"How?" Kendra's head popped up from my chest and her bright green eyes turned wide. Her eyes were red and puffy from crying and her make up was smeared a tad bit.

"Well you're not going to believe me," I looked into her eyes as I was wiping away her makeup with my thumb, rubbing the black mascara away from her smooth cheek.

"No, I will," she promised.

"Have you ever heard of One Direction?" I asked her, her face immediately got a confused expression.

"What is it? Like a sign?" She sniffed through her tears. I started laughing at her answer, considering she was far from being correct.

"No love, it's a band," I said in between laughs. The funniness wore off fast though because reality hit me again, she has cancer and needs to get better.

"Oh," she replied, "what about it then?" She asked with confusion in her voice.

"I'm in the band.." I said softly. Her mouth dropped and made an "O" shape.

"Wh-what?" Kendra hesitated.

"I'm in a band. I could get you money easily by either fundraising or just handing it to you. We're pretty popular. We've won a lot of awards and sang at the Olympics, I can't get over that you've never heard of us!"

"Oh my god," she threw her hand over her mouth, amazed.

"Want me to set it up now?" I asked grabbing my phone.

"No, not now. I have so many things to discuss with you about everything and.." she stuttered, biting her bottom lip.

"And what?" I asked, she wasn't planning on finishing her sentence.

"Us," she said uneasily with a quiver in her tone.

I breathed out, preparing myself for what happens next. I knew I'd have to tell her that I had to leave in 3 days for my next concert on the other side of the world. It broke me just thinking about it, I was looking for her, I found her and now I had to go again. I shivered at the thought of hurting her.

"I love you Kendra," I said simply while taking her cold face into my hands. "I don't even understand how I can love you so much already. We barely know each other but yet, you're my one and only and I'm crazy for you."

"I love you too Zayn, a lot," she gave me a smile.

I didn't stop though, I kept going on. "I love everything about you, your voice, your scent, that little freckle under your eye, everything, you're perfect baby," her face turned a blush red.

She put her hand around my neck, pushing her body closer to me. I felt my heart thump faster at her touch, it sent electricity through my veins.

She went to speak but then my lips cut off her words. I grasped her waist in my hands, lifting her up and placing her on my legs. My back was against the head board and she had her legs wrapped around me, exploring my mouth with hers.

Everything felt right, I've been dreaming of this moment ever since the first day I met her on the street in London. I could never get her image out of my head.

I moved my hands from her hips up to her skull, forcing it closer to mine. My hands were getting tangled in her dark brown hair but neither one of us stopped to fix it, I had no intention on moving my lips away from hers.

I couldn't hold in my hunger for her any longer, I needed her love now, I started to kiss her deeper. She began trying to tug at my pants zipper, "what are you doing?" I asked, out of breath from all the kissing.

"Don't be a tease," she growled seductivley.

"I don't want to hurt you," I stared into her eyes. It was like she turned into a whole new person in less than 5 minutes. "Have you ever done this before?"

"No. But I want to. With you," she started to kiss my neck, sending shivers down my spine.

"I can't hurt you baby," I knew that once I put myself into her, it would put her into terrible pain.

"I'm already in enough pain not having you," she pulled away from my neck and had her lips inches away from mine.

"I want to so badly but I can't hurt you," I whimpered. I really did want to, I've been day dreaming about it but I just cannot hurt her.

"I don't want to die a virgin Zayn," she hissed.

"You're not going to die!" I hollered back.

I was going to say more but then she started to kiss me, getting deeper and deeper with each movement. Her hands went from my head, to my chest and then down to my abdomen.

I felt her make her way down to the zipper but this time I let her in, she rubbed her hand against me, causing me to tremble with every move she made. I grabbed her shirt, pulling it over her head. She was wearing a lacy red bra, I began to kiss her neck and chest.

She took of my shirt, revealing my stomach. All I wanted was her and I could tell she felt the same way by the deepness of the kiss I was receiving.

She was sitting on top of me but then she grabbed the nearest blanket and flew back, starring at the closed door. "I just heard something smash downstairs," she yelped.