Imperfectly Perfect~ Shalaska

Monday

(A/N: Trigger warning- Mentions of suicide)

Sharon's Pov

Justin: Are you at school yet?

Yes :Aaron

Unfortunately :Aaron

Justin: Where you at?

My dorm :Aaron

Justin: I'm talking to will and court then ill be with you

Bring your stuff :Aaron

Justin: Okay

The door creaked open and Alaska walked in dragging her case. "The people in your dorm aren't going to tell Ru?"
"Ru knows."
"Really?"
"I met her on the way here and she said it's fine only if I'm here to help you because of what your mom said or something."
"I mean, I'm feeling down now, I could use some cheering up..."
"Seriously?"
"Please? I ignored you for so long and now we're here and alone..."

***

"Why do I let you persuade me so easily?"
"Because you love me."
"Not true."
"Fuck you then."
"You just did."
"Shut up."
"What are these?" I looked down to where Alaska was tracing the scars on my arm.
 "It doesn't matter."
"They're new."
"Mhm."
"Show me the other arm."
"No."
"Why not?"
"You'll hate me."
"I won't."
"Please don't make me, you won't love me anymore."
"I promise I'll still love you."
"I don't want to risk it."
"Just let me see." I held out my arm and Alaska gasped when she saw my wrist. "Is this where you, you know tried to end it?"
"Yeah, the first time."
"You mean, there's been multiple times?"
"Yeah, it's the reason I stay in the counselling place sometimes, I usually keep this covered with a Band-Aid or something."
"Well you're still a sexy bitch to me."
"I was kidding myself when I said that."
"You're hot, why do you think I had a crush on you?"
"Because you're dumb."
"Hey!"
"I'm sorry."
"Well, every scar tells a story." Alaska said as she traced the giant zigzagging scar.
 "I hate the fact it's always there, a constant reminder."
"Well I still love you."
"ALL STUDENTS TO THE DINING HALL FOR THE START OF TERM FEAST!"
"We best get ready."
"Mhm."