i'm your a to z | jihancheol

nightmares

A/N: Forgot my Wattpad password but hello, things are about to get intense, read warning in book description before reading

chapter 38

Jeonghan knew something was off in the house and he knew Joshua did too. Did it have to do with the fact Seungcheol would bring someone new home every single day for the past week? Yes, it was exactly that.

"How does he even know this many people?" Joshua grumbled, attempting to block out the noise using pillows after they'd heard someone else in Seungcheol's room. "How does someone go to so many parties and still have the energy to have sex?"

"He's just horny." Jeonghan shrugged and stood up from the bed. "What I'm confused about is how he gets so many people to bring home."

"I mean, you have to admit he's hot," the American muttered and followed his boyfriend's actions to walk into his room -they couldn't hear anything from there. "What sane person would pass up the opportunity?"

"Joshuji, shut up, you have a boyfriend," he reminded with a scoff despite agreeing with the younger man's words.

"And he's not insecure enough to get jealous over me calling someone hot," Joshua stated the truth then pecked the other's cheek before flopping down onto the bed.

"Yeah, enough about me, back to Seungcheol. I'm worried about him."

"So am I, Hannie," he sighed and turned onto his side to face the older man. "What if he meets someone with a disease? Even worse, what if he runs into someone he has problems with? Or say-"

Jeonghan put a hand over the American's mouth to silence him. Even though he was right most of the time, he worried too much and it scared his boyfriend. He'd constantly have to remind him stressing was bad for him and yet, he'd forget the next minute. Kind of frustrating really, if you asked the Korean.

"I just wanted to know why, calm down."

"Wouldn't you know why?"

"Maybe he's going through something? Sex and parties make people feel better- wait, what do you mean?"

"Weren't you his best friend? Kind of thought you'd know or have gone through the same-"

"Change the subject."

"Uhh are you a virgin?"

"That's such a random question, shut up."

"I mean, shouldn't I, as your boyfriend, have the right to know?"

"Well, I guess that is true," Jeonghan muttered, hoping the younger hadn't heard. "I'm not."

The younger one made a sound of surprise and picked up a manga he'd left on the bed earlier -"Blue Exorcist" read the cover. As time passed, Jeonghan thought about the few times him and Joshua had come close to doing it but couldn't for a different reason each time. The furthest they'd gotten was the time Jeonghan had grinded on the other's leg almost naked because they were bored.

"What about you?"

"Hm?" Joshua questioned and sat up to put the book aside. "Not with women but with men on the other hand..."

"I know you've never done it with a guy, dumbass," Jeonghan scoffed and lied back down. He'd watched Joshua realize his sexuality after believing he was straight. "I'm your first boyfriend, after all."

"Would you wanna be the first guy?" the American asked in a joking tone.

"Don't joke about that stuff," he muttered and glanced away. Don't get my hopes up if you're not going to do anything.