PLEASE MY MIND | Daniel seavey

A BITCH CAN BE SOFT TOO

A: "Daniel?" S: "Can you not right now." a female voice said softly as I heard her crying. A: "Sara?" She didn't answer, I walked outside, around the corner. Where the seavey's basically build their own outdoor gym. It took me a while to find her, she was squatted behind a set up of weights. A: "Hey, are you okay?" She looked up, and all I saw was an innocent sad face, the attitude she held up earlier was gone. She sniffed loudly and shifted a bit to the left, making place for me to sit down. I was surprised that she didn't scream at me. I sat down and put my arm around her. Although she didn't give me a good first expression, a break up is never fun. And I felt somewhat guilty, In fact I partly induced it. She didn't have the chance to defend herself; being stared at from all sides. A: "I'm sorry that you guys broke up." S: "Doesn't matter anymore now." A: "How do you feel?" Stupid question to ask, I thought by myself. S: "I feel fucking stupid. Do you know how much it sucks when you know it's your fault? I damn well knew, that this wasn't gonna last. I was so scared that he was going to run off with that Ayla girl. I needed control..." A: "You shouldn't have to be scared that he runs off with any girl, you know that? And if he did, you guys weren't meant to be. I know it sucks." Sara didn't deserve Kian, as she treated him and his friends like ass, but likewise he didn't deserve her either. He would've cheated easily. You could almost taste the sexual tension between Ayla and Kian. It wasn't my place to tell tho. S: "I guess he's better of without me." A: "And maybe you're too? Look Sara I really don't know a lot about you, but I know that sometimes it's easier to fake being extremely confident or sassy, than actually sharing what your insecure or scared about." S: "I'm sorry for calling you whore earlier, I was frustrated." A: "I'm really not the one to judge at the moment. If you don't mind me asking, I thought you left through the front door earlier?" S: "I did, but I forgot my stupid water bottle that I left here." A: "Oh. I think I'm going to head back inside, if that's alright?" S: "Yeah, sure. I need to get my ass out of here anyway." I smile and stand up, turning around. S: "Wait up! Do you know if Alexis is coming? I need to call her if she does. I don't want her hearing twisted stories about this break up from the others." A: "Alexis? I'm sorry, who?" S: "Yeah..Alexis." A: "Is she a friend of the Seavey's?" S: "Obviously, Daniel has a lot of history with her. I have to go tho, I'll call her. But, hey thank you...for being so nice! You didn't have too." Still in confusion, I shyly nodded and turned around fast. It felt like I wasn't supposed to know that, but now I was rather curious. I thought he never had an girlfriend before? *Sigh* where the fuck is he anywayS!!!