PLEASE MY MIND | Daniel seavey

THE TRUTH

Jack 

I nervously watched Daniel pacing around the room. His hands in his hair. Jo: "She is obviously not going to pick up okay?" D: "I fucking know that Jonah? Don't you think I've tried?" Jo: "Stop fucking trying. I know you were stressing till early in the morning. We need to pull it together." D: "How do you suggest I pull it together Jonah?". His anger was showing through the sweat dripping down his forehead, his muscles defined, his veins showing and his constant scratching of his head. Daniel was not one to get mad very easy. J: "Stop pacing around. Please, you're making me nervous." Daniel's sighed annoyed and walked away, after hearing a door shut, I turned to Jonah. J: "What do we do? If she wants to be found, she would give us a way to? Won't she." Jonah looked down, clenching his teeth and moving his thumbs over each other as a nervous tick. Crawford laid a hand on my shoulder as comfort. Cr: "She will come back. Whatever she is doing, she'll realize that it's not right, leaving us with a stupid text." J: "I know." 

Daniel

Knocking from the front door, immediately annoyed me. All my senses felt extra sensitive. I know I was being dramatic, irrational, but I felt like nobody got me. Although we we're all going through it. They didn't understand that I didn't only lose a friend, I lost my fucking girlfriend. I know we both were new to this, but-...I felt like I did something wrong? Did I not love her enough? I should've stayed with her when she was sick. I shouldn't have cared about management wooping my ass. Although she said she was okay...numerous times. I knew that she wasn't. Why did I-act like I believed? The knocking repeated itself and louder. I stood up, taking a deep breath and openend the front door. 

Zach 

D: "Zach?" I walked in quickly and pulled him by his arm. He looked hesitant when I commanded him to go to the living room. I was slightly shocked by the expression of Jonah, Crawford and Jack. They sat next each other on the grey couch, not giving a kick about me walking in. Jack didn't even bother to look up. I felt guilty, guilty for knowing first. Z: "Sit down." Daniel listened. Cr: "I suppose you have an amazing plan?" I ignored him. Z: "Listen. What I'm about tell you guys is crazy. I don't think I should be the one to tell you. But fuck it. I need you guys to listen okay?" They nodded in synch, unbothered.